Alpha Blake novel Chapter 6

I woke up early the next morning. It had been the best damn night of my life. I had found my mate. Regardless of not being able to see her last night, I was bound to find who she was. I turned around as I laid on my stomach... but no one was there. Her scent still lingered in that room... but, she wasn't here.  Only a rose, and a single note.

My love, I'm sorry, but I'm afraid I can't stay. I promise I will be back one day soon. I love you with all my heart. I hope you can forgive me, I didn't mean to leave, but I must. Until we meet again. My love is forever yours. -S.

Blake (Five Years Later)

It's been five years... five fucking long-ass years since she's been gone. I can't explain our bond. The fact she's been gone and I still have not become weak it's incomprehensible. I should be dead, or weak, or,... I don't know. I just can't explain it. I have gone so many times to ask the elders of my pack about this, and they have no answer. I thought maybe of the possibility of asking for a second chance mate, perhaps she's forgotten all about me, but they came back saying I was denied my request. I must wait for her to come back.

 I thought she would have come back right away. I was hopeful. I still am in a way I guess, but the fact she hasn't come back yet is making me bitter inside. Xander hasn't talked to me in I don't know how long. He wants to go and keep looking for her. But, I just can't keep getting distracted and leaving my pack unattended for so long to seek her anymore.

I've thought of hiring special men to look for her... but how can I? I don't even know how she looks like. I don't know who she is, her name, nothing... all I know is her smell, her touch on my skin, the sparks her touch makes on my skin, her taste on my lips, her mark on my neck. How am I supposed to describe these things to them so they can find her?

Knock knock

"What?" I storm, I've been secluded in my office for the past three days. I'm swamped with pack work and business. I haven't left my office other than to sleep and bathe. I don't allow anyone to disturb me when I work. Not even my parents.

"Alpha, your parents are asking to speak to you." Informs Tyler, my beta. "Not now, I don't have time. Tell them I will call them next week or something." I say, without raising my head to speak with him as my pen continues to write.

He sighs heavily, "What Ty? I have no time for bullshit right now. Alright?" I narrowed my eyebrows, I was starting to get annoyed. "Blake, you need to tone your damn voice man, those are your fuckin parents for fuck-sakes. They just want to know how you are… You haven't spoken to them in over a month, man."

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