Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 118

I am here without anyone. Without Kezr. All alone.

Without. Kezr.

Taking out a tissue from my pant pocket I wiped my few fallen tears and started walking.

The university was really big, probably like a maze. And I knew my clumsy butt would definitely get lost in here in these 3 years.

I saw a girl on her phone standing by the lockers, "H-hi. I am new here so can you please tell me where is the Dean?"

The girl in front of me was really short. Even shorter than me... Probably like a 5'1.

She had beautiful mermaid hair, which were in a high ponytail, It really looked cool.

She wore a golden three piece suit.

Hopefully we can be friends.

"Yeah, sure of course. Let me take you there. Is that alright with you?"

I snapped out of my thoughts of admiring her and I smiled at her, "Y-yeah of course. sure. why not? Of course. Yeah. Okay. Yes."

I was really nervous to talk to someone new. These past five months I have only known my family and didn't meet any new people.

She laughed and shook her hehead, "No need to be nervous around me. By the way, I am Hiba. Hiba sheikh."

I smiled at her, "You have a very pretty name. I am Rozella. Rozella Heznaya."

She laughed and shook her head, "I know, I saw you with Kezr in the news."

I blushed and looked down.

Great! Now she'll think of me just how media portrays me, a gold digger and a W-word.

She pushed my chin to look at her.

"Don't worry, I like you already, I don't think of you any different. I know how it feels to get judged."

Yaas!!!

I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs in joy but I knew I didn't want to blow up the chance of finally having a friend by scaring her and screaming like a maniac.

"I am Muslim. Get judged alot." My eyes widen and a wide smile coated my lips.

Without thinking twice I pulled her into a hug which caused her to freeze.

"I-Iam sorry, I was just excited to finally have a friend..... We're friends.. Right?" I said pushing myself away from her.

"No, of course not. Don't be sorry. And yes. I'd love to have such a beautiful girl as my friend."

Friend. Beautiful?

I squealed loudly causing her to laugh.

God! I am embarrassing.

"Let's go?" I nodded and she started walking with me beside her.

Kezr would definitely be proud of me.

Maybe these 3 years aren't going to be that bad...... Maybe?

"Where is my fucking coffee!?"

I had to swallow it as if it was a nasty shot.

I didn't want this. I wanted the coffee my Zelli made me. Not this shit.

She screamed and covered her ears when I threw the mug on the wall causing it to shatter into a million pieces.

"Get the fuck out!" I roared at her and without sparing me a second glance she jolted out of the room sobbing.

Pathetic.

I am nothing without her.

So dependent.

Well, I don't fucking care. I just want her. Pathetic or not.

I swiped my thumb over her name asking if I should call her or not.

What if she was in between her class?

Fuck it.

I needed her, she's my heroin. But I couldn't be selfish and disturb her between her classes.

She lived in her dorms. 4 hours away from me.

4 FUCKING HOURS!

There were so many colleges nearby but I wanted to send her to the best of the best. She deserves the best.