Bride For Rent novel Chapter 51

Raymond stiffened as her shampoo wafted into his nostrils, her soft chest that was pressed against his in her hug made him shiver. The thought of it caused him to gulp and his body tightened, the warning bell growing louder, he placed his finger under her chin and made her look at him, "can I kiss you Felicity?" Don't, don't, his mind screamed.

Felicity blushed and nodded once.

Raymond lowered his head and claimed her lips in his, the softness almost driving him wild. His hand slowly crawled up to her breasts and he squeezed softly. He love the feel on his hand and due to the control and his concealed desire, he lost all restraint.

What was meant to be a gentle kiss turned passionate, fiery and demanding, he slowly made her lay on the bed with him on top her. His hungry fingers traced her smooth flawless body. He left her lips and pressed his lips on her neck, she shivered and her hands curled round his neck instinctively.

Raymond knew he should stop but he couldn't, he has waited so long, he has always wanted to do this and if not tonight, there will be no other night. He sat up and pulled her gown out of her head and sleeves. He gulped as his gaze settled on the pinkish peaks, he was losing control just at the sight of her and to his amazement, he actually like it.

He leaned closer and covered her nipple in his hot moist mouth, her hand wrapped on his neck tightly. The feelings she had on their wedding night returned, consuming her. She wanted more of him, she doesn't know what she wants but she knows she wants him, anything that he could offer. Her body was burning and Raymond knew.

He knew she wants him and he also knew he can satisfy her cravings, so why don't he just give in? As if already making his decision, he unbuttoned his shirt and threw it somewhere on the floor. He pressed her body to his and oh, how he loves the feeling.

He took his time to make her want him more, to prepare her, he mustn't forget that she was still a virgin. He gave her an intense foreplay and when he was sure she was ready, he removed the rest of his clothing. He parted her legs with his and settled himself in between her legs, he looked at her and gulped when she licked her lips. Her eyes were clear and he could read all she feels in them.

As if serving as a last warning, Katherine's face popped up in his mind but he pushed it aside and slowly claimed her. Her fingernails dug into his back as she winced. Her eyes shut tightly as a few tears dropped from the corner of her eyes. This wasn't what she expected.

Raymond thrust into her slowly, watching her face to know when the pain has eased up, her hands tightened on his back, even though he knew her fingernails were bruising his back, he didn't care. Let her inflict on him the pain he was inflicting on her even though he knows, his was more painful on her but he can't stop now.

"Little Ray, it hurts" she whimpered.

Raymond's heart tightened, he wanted to stop, to free her from the pain but he had already come this far, it's better he finished it so that she won't have to go through the pain again. He caressed her face as he tried to coarse her, "just endure it a little more my darling, it will stop soon" he thrust again and her toes curled and she shook her head in pain.

"It hurts."

"I'm sorry. Look at me" she looked at him and he locked their gaze as he thrust into her again, muttering "I'm sorry."

After a few more thrusts, her hold on him started to ease up and before long, she tightened them on him again but this time out of pleasure.

Raymond pampered her body as he tried to fill her up with passion. She shut her eyes tightly, letting out pants after pants.

And moreover, he doubts if he would be good to her, she deserves someone better. Someone who will love and cherish her and that someone is not him and will never be him. He climbed out of the bed and got into his dress, he stood, staring at her, he will never forgive himself for what he did to her but he has to leave now, for her own good. He turned and walked towards the door, he opened it and gently closed it after him.

Raymond entered his room, it was still dark outside and he guessed it's should still be early hours of the morning. He took of his shirt and flung it on the sofa before making his way to the bathroom, he could still feel the alcohol in his system and he still needs some rest but he can't be here, he can't take seeing Felicity's face when she will be leaving.

Just then, something moved in his peripheral vision and he looked at his bed to see someone sitting up, he was shocked, "what are you doing here?"

"Finally" Grace yawned, "I have been waiting for you and may have slept off while doing so" she turned on the bed lamp and looked at the alarm clock "it's five in the morning, why are you coming back now?"

"What are you doing in my room Grace?"

"I already told you, I have been waiting for you" she got out of the bed completely naked "the last time I was with you in here, Felicity barged in before we could do anything but now" she closed up the distance between them "we have all morning to ourselves. If I had known you have spending the nights here for the past two weeks, I would have come sooner. Don't worry. Felicity doesn't know I'm here and we both know she won't come looking for you."

Raymond kneaded his temple softly, "Grace, I'm not in the mood for your games, so please, leave."

"Why, I can see you have had a few drinks, don't you want me to help you?" She traced his bare chest with her fingertips, tracing down to his abs "I promise I won't be gentle. Men like you don't like gentle women" she stood on her tiptoes then and kissed him.