Bullying The Emo novel Chapter 8

"You don't have to be afraid of me you know?".

"Am not afraid".

"Then why won't you look at me".

"If I look at you, I'm ganna look in your eyes and your eyes are too cold".

"Oh really?".

I turn and look and look at him.

"Happy?".

"Yea".

"You have to be, you interrupt my conversation!". I kinda yelled.

I slap a hand over my mouth then remove it.

"Please don't hurt me, I'm sorry".

"Its okay, I'm not ganna hurt you. I'm not a bad guy Ally".

"Tell that to my bruises". I hiss and look out the window.

He didn't get a chance to reply because the teacher walked in.

"Good morning, today I'm going to put you in groups of two and you're going to do the question on page 5 and 6 in your text book all of it. I must get it by the next class which is next week, so you have a total of six days to do it, now the person beside you is your partner, now I'm going to mark the register and you can start on your works now".

I look at Leevii and saw he was smirking at me.

"Guess we're partners". he said and I roll my eyes and open my text book.

"Now, we have to use the internet for the first one, cause-".

"No, we have enough time let's do it at my house". he said.

"No, my house, i don't want you to kill me and hide my body in your basement".

"You really think I would do that?". he raise a brow.

"Yea, your eyes say it all".

He laugh and lean in more to me.

"Does my eyes say I like you?". he ask in a low voice.

I look in his eyes then swallow the big gulp in my throat before answering.

"Yes".

The rest of the day I tried to ignore levii, I will be seeing him tonight.

School was over and I went home, I did laundry and then took a shower, I got dress and went downstairs and made something to eat. I was sitting in the living room and the door bell rang. I got up and opened the door.

"Hiya". levii said and came in.

"Hey. I said and he followed me to the living room 

"So let's get started". I went right into it and gave him the book.

For half and hour we worked o the first question, it had a lot of questions under it. Levii did most of it though I can see he love chemistry.

"The fun you see in beating me up".

"Ally-".

"Look I don't need you to be sorry for me or worry about me okay, I haven't taken one since last year I just leave them in there just in case".

"Just in case you go insane Alex... you're crazy".

"See... even you know it. might be crazy but I'm not insane, those pills are ganna prove it".

"You're not making any sense alex-".

"That's a sign to you".

"Lets me get this straight So you took these pill because...

"I'm alone, every fucking thing just built up in my head, running around I couldn't take it, I started doing crazy things and talking to my self and I can't stop". I held my wrist out to him. "I can't... stop only a fucking mental person would do this!".

"Alex you're not mental, your not crazy and you're not alone".

He pulled me into a hug and I played my head on his chest.

"And I am going to worry about you, you have a lot of people in your life they're just not there all the time but I'm gonna promise you this".

He pull me up and look in my eyes.

"I'll always be here". he whispered.

I rest my head back on his chest and we played in the couch, me until of him, silently crying. I got up after a while and got some snacks and played the movie. We watched the movie until I fell sideways on the couch and my head rested in his lap. I was tired he started playing in my hair and it sent chiils down my spine until I close my eyes and fell asleep.