Carrying His Heir While Fighting His Lies novel Chapter 87

Ava'S POV

So, one thing is clear: she has declared war against me because of Blake.

I can see she wants Blake, but what does Blake want?

I think I need to find out as soon as possible.

"Mama Master sent this phone saying someone wants to talk to you." A maid came and gave me a phone.

I looked at the phone, and it wasn't mine. That means it's Blake's phone.

"Hello," I said.

"What the hell, Ava? Where the fuck are you?" Nathan shouted at the top of his voice, and I flinched at the tone of his voice.

"Gosh, you will make me deaf, dude," I said while taking the phone back to my ear.

"Where is your phone?" and that reminded me how many times I called him, and he even didn't know about my old phone.

"First, Blake took my old phone and gave me a new one. The day before, I called you a hundred times, but well, I guess you are too busy to answer my call." I mocked

"It was yours?" He asked, surprisingly.

"Yes, who else will call you this many times? What if I was dying?" I seethed.

"I am sorry." He sounded guilty.

"I couldn't call back, as it was a private number. I told my people to find out who this number belongs to, but I guess someone has kept the identity confidential, but my people are still working on it." He replied.

"No need; it belongs to Blake, and now it's my new number," I said.

"Tell Blake to send me that number." He said it, and I hmm'd in response.

"So, why did you call me? All, okay?" He asked when he finally got his senses back.

I give it a thought for a moment about what to tell him, as the damage is already done and telling him anything won't help anyway.

"Nothing; I just wanted to talk to you. Nathan, I guess there is something we still don't know. Blake is hiding something, I guess." I finally spoke my heart out.

"What is he hiding now? You have already transferred your property into his name and given him a divorce. What else does he want from you more?" He spoke annoyingly.

"We are not divorced," I declare.

"What?" He asked shockingly.

"Hmm," I said while walking a little farther from Bella.

"But why?" He asked.

"That's what you have to find out, because I don't know why."

I felt silence on the other side sometimes, so I said, "Are you there, Nathan?"

"Yeah, don't worry. I will find out as soon as possible." He spoke.

"Ahem, Nathan, what did Sam say when you met her? And why did you drag her outside?

‘I asked when I remembered him taking Sam outside forcefully.

"It's between me and her. You don't get into that." He replied sternly.

"I hope you have not done something you shouldn't." I cleared my doubts.

"I am the one you should be worried about, not the other way around." Again, he spoke annoyingly, and I wonder why he is getting pissed so much.

"I am worried about you only," I said.

"I will find the details and get back to you. Meanwhile, take care, and one more thing: send me your number.

I don't want to call that asshole your not yet ex-husband." He said this, dismissing me for a future talk.

"I will." Saying, I cut the phone. .

I walk inside the house to give Blake his phone, as I already know he is in the study, so without wasting my time, I walk towards the study, and before I reach it, I see Camila coming out of his study and smiling like an idiot.

"Ahaa, do you need something?" She stood in front of me.

"Not from you. Now step aside." I said, ignoring her and looking into her eyes while giving her my best glare as a warning not to mess with me.

I knew whatever he was doing was all fake, even so. It's hurting.

I did whatever my heart said. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted to touch him, and I knew this was all so temporary, but still, it hurt.

I knew he was Casanova, but still, it hurt.

Gosh, it hurts, and it hurts so bad.

I sat on the floor, clutching my knee to my chest, and hid my face in it.

When everyone gets love in their life, then why can't I? Why does no one want to love me?

‘Am I regretting the time I have spent in the last two days?' I asked myself this.

No, I am not regretting anything. I would be lying if I said it wasn't one of the most beautiful times of my life. The past two days were wonderful, and I want to cherish them.

And I might not be back ahead if I get more chances like this.

But why is my gut saying I have done something wrong?

My inner turmoil had wreaked havoc on me.

However, can I ignore the fact that whatever he is, when he is with me, he gives me full attention, and at the end of the day, he is my husband, so first I have not sinned, and neither am I going to do so in the future?

But again, somewhere at the bottom of my heart, something is still in pain. I gave a good explanation to my heart, but somewhere deep down, it's still painful.

I looked up and let my eyes stick to the window ahead of me, and I could see the blue sky shining.

How long will I cry for the same thing? How long will I pity myself?

I think I should stop expecting something I don't have in my destiny. Moreover, I have Bella, who loves me to the core, so I don't need anyone's love apart from her.

I should start thinking practically and start living in the moment, expecting nothing in return.

‘Yes, this is what I should do.' I thought, cleaned my tears from the back of my hand, and got up from my place.

But one thing I need to find out first is why he hasn't given me a divorce.

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