Changing Bobby novel Chapter 3

"I don't want to be jumped while walking and get killed. I'm taking my car".

"Ok, hun I hope you make a friend today someone that can help you with your problem apart from us", she close the door and went downstairs.

I sighed, I didn't need help I'm perfectly fine. People just scares me that's all.

I walked lazily to the bathroom and got in. I took shower and wash my hair. I got out and went to my closet, I pulled on some clothes, all black.

I brush my teeth and headed down stairs with my backpack and everything else. I went in the kitchen and sat at the table.

"Morning". I rest my head on the table, I didn't want my grandparents to see how I was nervous.

"Morning kiddo, you ready for school?". my grandpa ask.

"Y-yea". I choked out. I was scared but I had to be brave.

"Eat up honey". grandma push a plate in front of me. "I already got your schedule from your school so you don't have to go to the principal and talk and I made you lunch so you don't have to go in the cafeteria with a lot of people but try and talk to someone, you need a friend. They won't hurt you".  

I took my schedule from her and my lunch, I put them in my bag and started eating. When I was done, I put my plate in the dishwasher and took up my car key.

"Well bye, I guess". I hug my grandma, i held her tight, I didn't want to let her go. She push out of my hold and caress my cheek.

"Bye honey".

"Bye grandpa". I waved at him.

"Have a nice day kid". he said.

I walked out of the kitchen and into the living room, I turn and my heart nearly stopped when I saw the door. I swallowed the big gulp that was in my troat. I walked slowly to the door and put my hand on the door knob. I haven't been outside in so long. My heart was beating fast right now. I turn the knob and the light made my eye squint. I stepped on the first step and then the other. I was finally outside and I took a deep breath to calm down. I made it.

Then I saw a man walking along and he looked at me with a serious face. I stepped back, I wanted to run back inside but I ran to the car and lock myself in. I jumped in the back seat and laid down. After a while i peeked out the window and he was gone. I went back to the front seat and started the car. I pulled out the drive way and drove shakily to school. Less than five minutes, I pulled in through the gate of the large building and parked my car. My hands were visible shaking from fear. I looked around and saw a lot of kids. They all looked... free. Why couldn't I be like that. Something hit the side of the car and I screamed. I brought my knees to my chest and held my head down. Then there was a knock on the window. I wanted to scream again but I swallowed it. I slowly took my head up, eyes still close. I slowly open them and surprisingly it a the guy, Ashton from yesterday. I wasn't looking at him but I could see in the corner of my eyes. I breath in and out slowly, staring at my steering wheel. There was another knock on the window and I jumped. I turn my head and looked at him. He was smiling at me. He stepped back from the car and motion me to come out. I held my head back down as my hand began to shake more. A tap on the window again and I look up.

"Please". he pleaded and step back more.

"Then why are you afraid of me?".

"St-stop a-asking questions!". I stuttered.

"Okay okay I'm sorry".

"Its not j-just y-you I'm a-afraid of". I wanted to just go back home right now.

"And why are you afraid". I look up at him.

"Just leave me alone". I hurried away

I could hear him behind me but I ignore it and walked into the building. Instantly, fear rush all over me. There were people in the hallway, wild people I would say. Running around, talking, laughing. I looked at my schedule and push it back in my bag. I held my head down and walked slowly in the corner, where I think no one could harm me. I kept my head down and continue to walk. My whole body was shaking. I looked up and saw that I was at the math door, my first class. I opened it and was relief to see about 7 to 9 student in there, the rest haven't arrive yet. I walked in the corner of the class and headed to the back and sat down in the dark corner. I rested my head on the desk and breath in slowly.

Minutes after the door open and close repeated and the class was fulling up, I jump every time I hear something. I slowly took my head up after a few more minutes and saw that the teacher was here. I calm down and took out my note book and pen. I began to copy off the board when the class door opens once again and Ashton walked in. I sighed and look back at the board. I close my eyes as I saw him coming towards me, he sat down next to me but didn't say anything. I was glad, as long as I stay in the corner of every class, I'll be okay.