Falling for my best friend. novel Chapter 12

I leaned my head back on the rough sharp brick walled covered in graffiti and all other unknown shit. I breathed in the poison and exhaled letting it consume my veins and soul. Fuck that is good.

Diego grabbed the cigarette out my fingers and did his turn of pleasure. He chuckled at a thought.

"Remember back in freshman year." He pressed the tip of the cigarette back to his lips, "When that girl stumbled in the hall tripping straight into the fountain. And shit it was frozen then so that must of hurt!"

We laughed at the memory. Indeed a girl did fell in, of course Diego, Cameron and I all had a taste of her...

"Damn, I would stop fucking for a week just to go back to that chick." Cameron sighed, taking a swing of his beer. We stared at him in bewilderment and all 3 of us burst into laughter.

"You guys are mad to think that I would stop myself from getting pussy for a Week! Just for one."

We shook our heads and I laughed. "Damn, time flies by."

The boys nodded in agreement. Siren's were heard from a distance, Car's parked on the side, buildings with lights on in front of us. People crowded the sidewalk waiting to enter the big time club for the night, "40/40" I had my share of time in there, not much fun except woman giggling and drinking.

My mind wandered back to Nicole. I got her number and we agreed to meet up later on this week. She was really interested and I hate to admit it, but I might stop fucking for her.

"Yo Nel, what ever happened to that chick?"

I looked at Cameron. "What chick? There's plenty, be specific." I joked. Diego laughed and took another swig from Cameron's bottle.

"Brown eye's, brown hair. Chubby girl from childhood. What's her name?" He flicked his fingers, then snapped it as he got the name, "Holy shit yeah! Lovetta!"

My eye's narrowed at her name coming from his lips. "Why you wanna know." I snapped, suddenly feeling protective.

Cameron raised his hands in surrender and took a step back, "Yo, chill. I was just asking."

Cameron and I been friends since freshman year in high school. When we hung out, he met Lovetta. Cameron and I go way back now, so why was I getting snappy at him just from her name?

I calmed down nodding. "She good. Turned 18 few months back. You haven't seen her in NYC?"

Cameron shook his head, his eye's trailing after a red head that walked by. "Nah, She got in?"

I nodded taking a last smoke before dropping the cigarette on the concrete floor, crushing it with the toe of my shoes.

"Yep."

"Shit, for real? Cool, maybe we can meet up, recall memories. How is she physically?"

His eye's caught mines and we shared at a secret. Diego was long distracted talking to a Brunette, so we wasn't worried about him and his snarly remarks.

My mind recalled how Lovetta looked now. A small smirk tugged on my lips no matter how hard I tried to bite it down, My mind was lost to the point I didn't even know what I was thinking.

""She changed really much." I murmured.

Before Cameron could answer me, Diego pushed himself in front of us and eye's wide.

"Yo Check out the fresh meat!" He turned his head and we followed.

My mouth dropped at the sight of what Diego referred to, 'Fresh Meat'

Cameron and I both shared the same look. "Holy shit is that Lovetta?"

I glared at Mickey as he winked at a few fella's who looked our way.  His shoulder bumped me and I pushed him purposely, him stumbling onto the wall. He looked at me hurt and I felt guilty instantly.

"What the hell Love?"

"Mickey I told you I don't want to go here!" I Whined. Mickey managed to get into my account of Instagram and found out where Neville is... I wanted to show Neville I was not little anymore, not stalk him.

Huge difference.

"Oh shut it. What better way not to show him in person than on a screen?"

He linked his arms through mines and we walked closer to the entrance of the, "40/40" club.

I tugged on the Shorts of the black one piece. The shorts reach half way by my thigh, 3 buttons trailing down the middle of my stomach ending at my midriff. A V-line cut around the neck showing my cleavage, making my boobs look round and plump. On my feet was ruffled black boots reaching my knee's with 4 inch heel raising my height to Mickey's.

My Hair was in curls pinned up in a ponytail, the curls falling over my left shoulder. My makeup was dark and a shadow themed look, with burgundy colored lips, outlined in dark purple to make look more plumper. I appreciated How Mickey upgraded my look but I just didn't want to be here.

I dodged it as Lovetta screamed for me to stop. I felt arms wrap around me holding me back.

"Yo  calm the fuck down Neville!" Cameron yelled. People didn't stop dancing, but few stopped and stared. My eye's glanced at Lovetta who was staring at me with wide eye's in such horror.

"Let's go Lovetta." I said almost flinching at how cold my voice was. But she flinch. Some blonde guy rested his hands on her shoulder and all my eye's could do was stare at the hands on her shoulder.

"Love you ok?"

She nodded and looked back at me. Her eye's glancing back at Diego and Cameron who were now standing by me alerted, ready to pounce at any movement I make, incase I throw another punch.

She whispered something in the guy's ears and my fist clenched. The guy nodded and his eye's landed on me. I glared at him as Lovetta walked towards me but then to walk past me.

I followed after her and as soon as the cold air slapped us on the face she turned around, her eye's wide and her lips pursed.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Neville!" She yelled. The security guard looked at our direction and frowned.

"Love-"

"No, I am tired of your bipolar attitude! For fucking sakes, I was just dancing." She crossed her arms' tripping. She cursed and bent down to take off her shoes. She held the boots in her hands, socks on her feet. It was if she shrinked a whole fucking 2 feet. I wanted to laugh at how tiny she looked now. And I think I did because she was really glaring at me. Cameron even snickered too.

"What the hell is so funny?" Her eye's glanced back and forth between Cameron and i.

"I always had a thing for small girls bossing me around." Diego said winking. Cameron and I looked at him shaking our heads while Lovetta watched him in amusement, with her brow raised.

"I don't have a thing for guys like you." She snapped back. Cameron folded his fist and pressed it over his mouth, flying back a bit, "Ohhh!"

I rolled my eyes and looked back at Lovetta. "Love bug."

"Don't call me that." She sighed. "Take me home, i am tired and I didn't want to be here anyways."

She turned walking on down the road boots still in her hand, socks on her feet. I knew she could feel the dirt soaking in her socks, but because she is Lovetta Smith, she didn't give to shits.

My eye's blinked rapidly, trying to figure out if who I just saw inside was just a hallucination...