Falling for my best friend. novel Chapter 22

Talk about Awkward.

I couldn't even look him in the eye, but I felt his eyes. And Enel?

It was as if this baby didn't want to let go of me. Every time I try tugging him off too lay on the bed so Neville and I could, I don't know talk? He kept crying and crying that I couldn't take it anymore and kept holding him. But now I was a bit thankful. I could distract myself.

My thumb traced over his soft cheek and his brown hair fell over his forehead. I pressed 3 fingers against it and nodded, almost forgetting Neville was here. Watching me.

"Yep" I whispered, nuzzling my nose against Enel's. He leaned closer, gripping the rim of my neckline of my Tang top tighter. "You have a 3head."

I jumped a bit, when I heard Neville Cleared his throat.

I glanced up at him to catch his eyes but quickly looked away.

"So...Um what brings you here? At this hour at night?" I licked my lips feeling them dry up and swallowed trying to moisture my throat.

"You've been ignoring me. Ghosting me more like it.

I looked at him and stared at him, trying to find any indication that he knows. He knows what I did to him. That he wasn't dreaming and he was fully awake, I mean come on! Who male specimen does not wake up when they feel the slightest bit of movement on there dick?!

But I found none. He clearly was very good at hiding his emotions, or he honestly doesn't know.

He was dreaming, and I don't know what hurted more? Him dreaming while I was fully awake, or him calling another girls name.

I mean yeah, were just friends and he was seeing Nicole in some ways, but it still hurts. It does.

And that is why I need to move on! Moving on is good. Right?

"I've just been busy." I shifted uncomfortably. "My writing isn't in a good place right now and I need to focus." I said bluntly.

"And what does that have to do with you ignoring me?"

I looked at him shocked. "Excuse me?"

"Lovetta, come on! Stop with the fucking excuses."

"Watch your language there's a baby in here!" I hissed rocking Enel in case he woken up.

"You still haven't answer my question about the-" Neville eyes flickered over to Enel and I watched his eyes widen slightly and the ends of his ears turn pink. "Um Lovetta."

"What?!" I snapped.

"Y-your shirt. Its um." He coughed. "Down."

I rolled my eyes. "Of course its down its a tang-"

I looked down and literally saw Enel fist gripping tightly on my shirt that it pulled down, making my breast pop out. My eyes widen as I tried getting it back in but the other one popped out and Enel mouth opened as if he was trying to-

I gasped when his mouth went over my nipple and started sucking.

Oh no, no, no, no, NO!

"Enel sweetie! I am not your bottle." I yanked my breast out and he started stirring as he bit. I hissed in pain and wondered how the hell mothers handle this shit?

""W-where's his bottle, maybe he is hungry."

I pointed to my bag. "5 cups of the powdered milk, his heater is in the bag as well, And 2 cups of the blue tin powder. Shake it up and make sure its not-"

"Lovetta, I know how to make a bottle, I had two baby siblings."

I shut my mouth and focused back on Enel.

This is utterly crazy right now. What better way to show my Male friend my C-cup 36 breast than to have my other Male friends nephew suck on it like I am his fricking mother!

"Here."

I grabbed the bottle and sticked it to Enel's lips. I sighed a breath I didn't know I was holding as I watched him suck it, drinking down.

I fixed my shirt and Felt Neville sat down on the edge of my bed.

"Who baby is that?"

I watched Neville stare At Enel, then back at me. I don't know what came over me to say this, but it felt good for some reason. I mean, I am trying to move on, so pushing him away is good right?

"Mines." I said with a shrug. I tilt the bottle a little lower in Enel's hands and he held it steadier.

"Bullshit." I glared at Neville.

"I Been keeping it from everyone for a while now!"

"I've never seen you with a bump!"

"That's because you were never around Neville! You were either in New York or in some girls pants panting like a mother fucking dog!"

Neville stared at me with amusement twitching at his lips. "Who's the dad? You said you were a virgin. Your lying. You scratch your neck when your lying."

I quickly put my hands down and cursed under my breath. Well worth a try eh?

It's none of your business who the baby father is! Why are you here!"

"Like I said before your ignoring me. Why?"

I pinched the bridge of my nose. "Look Neville, Our paths are going in different directions and I-"

"I'm starting to think were in a relationship."

I coughed. "Whaa?"

"I mean, 'Our paths are going in different directions'" He mocked. His hands flapping together as he was making talking movements.

"Only couples say that, and were not a couple." Ouch. "Were friends. Bestfriends, and I know when your lying Lovetta, And if you don't tell me whats truly bothering you , I will find out."

He said like he was so sure of himself, but the only way to find out is through me. And I would never open my mouth to you about that. He stood up and dusted his hands.

"So that being said, I am not leaving here until you tell me what the fuck is going on with you!"

"You were over 200 pounds and you ate like a pig."

I squirmed and tried raising my knees up to kick him but he was too strong and heavy.

I glanced at the bed too see Enel peacefully sleeping.

'Great. Now you want to stay sleeping while I am not with you!'

"tell me and this could all be over Love bug." He tapped my nose and I frowned.

"Don't touch me."

He touched my nose. over and over again. Until when his fingers were close enough, I raised my head and snapped.

I snapped my teeth right around his finger and bit so damn hard it might of fallen off.

"Mother-"

"I spat his finger out after a good biting and smiled. "Uh uh uh! Watch that dirty tongue of yours! Don't want me putting soap in there now do we?"

"For fuck sakes Lovetta! Tell me why the hell you were ignoring me!"

I watched him closely. "That's not why your here." I whispered. Something was off about his eyes. I never knew what he does when he is lying but it has something to do with his Hazel colored eyes.

"W-what are you talking about!"

"This is not about me is it. It's about Nicole."

He went silent and I scoffed. "What is it Neville. I am tired, and hungry and you are annoying the hell out of me."

"Why don't you like her." He whispered watching me with the same amount of intense I did.

"I just don't ok. Is that all? Can you go?"

"No. What did she do to you? Why couldn't you helped her with whatever she wanted help with?"

"Because I just didn't want to ok? Why does it always leads to me being the bad guy!"

"Because you always are one!" He groaned. "Ever since I started dating Nicole you've been acting shady around her! She is a nice, sweet, generous, person! What is wrong with you!"

I kept silent, feeling the tears sting my eyes. "Lovetta answer me!"

But I couldn't. Answering you Neville, is telling you everything, and I am not ready for that. Not yet.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why I did what I did." I whispered. Somehow it didn't feel like I was talking about Nicole.

"Its just that the things I do is...I act under..." I sighed. "I'll try and be nice to her."

His brows pinched together as he stared at me. Like really stare.

Before I knew it his lips crashed on mines.