From Friend To Mate novel Chapter 21

Jason, that was quite long ago now weve adapted to this lifestyle so much that many of us can't even hear our wolf anymore let alone shift. We are able to still feel the traits of a wolf since we have alpha blood in us. That me..."

"Stop." Jason said. His voice was low.

What am I listening to right now. I didn't ask for a fairy tale.

All Jason wanted to do was get up and leave.

A wolf? Is he crazy?

"Jason, I know this is alot to take in bu.."

"Stop!" Jason said even louder this time. He got up from his seat turning to leave the room. However, his dad caught him to it and grabbed his arm before he could turn away.

"Jason you wanted answers let me give them to you. You won't be able to control your feelings around your little boy and you will end up hurting him. Your uncle. In detroit. He's the only one I know whose able to talk to his wolf. Maybe if you live.."

Jason yanked his hand out of his father's grip.

"Leave me." His voice rumbled before rushing out if the room and shutting the door behind him.

Thoughts were wildly running through his head. He didn't even know whether to believe what his father told him or not. However he was right. This was the only answer that was provided to him.

Entering his room Jason immediately jumped onto his bed. He turned around until he was facing his dull lamp.

Everything in his life was dull.

The gray walls muted all signs of life in his room and the black carpet served as a vortex into everlasting darkness. The only light in Jason's life was Felix.

Felix.

He burried himself into his pillow reminiscing what his father told him.

I might end up hurting felix?

Again.

Jasons breathing quickened. How would their relationship change. Would they have to be separated again. He flipped himself over facing the ceiling.

Images of felix flashed before his eyes. I can't bring him into any of this.

I'm a monster.

Previously

So, she left it.

Felix swiftly changed the subject, "So, how was your date?"

Rebecca giggled before she went on and on about her date. Felix was grateful that she trusted him with all her personal things it made him want to tell her about the kiss but he restrained himself. He needed to know what it meant first before telling anybody else.

The day went by as normal. Felix noticed that Jason didn't come back and he came to the conclusion that Jason simply left the premises to do what ? Felix had no idea.

He tried his best to not make it bother him. Jason was a big man and could clearly defend himself but that still didn't stop worry from creeping up into his chest.

FELIX: Jason, are you okay?

He texted his friend hoping for a reply but after minutes of waiting he knew that Jason wasn't going to answer.

Closing his phone and putting it back in his pocket safely he continued on his way home from school.

Felix was once again along at home, Felix got some of his work done, ate then headed to bed. His mother not being here wasn't anything new, but it was weird and a little bit scary being alone all the time at home.

There was no sound and it made him think that something was hiding in the corners of his bedroom. The shadows of the room always got him shaking in fear.

Normally he'd just call Jason to keep him some company but now their relationship was confusing and rocky he didn't know who to confide in.