He Rejected Our Mating Bond novel Chapter 58

~Shay~

I knew Ross was blaming himself for what happened. He blamed himself for me almost dying. He pulled his face away from my hand and looked down to the table. I isghed and let it go then I turned to the others at the table. "how long was I out?" I asked Aray was the first to speak. "a year and three months." I was shocked I was out that long. Ross looked like he didn't do anything but stya by my side. Aray then said "Shay maybe you should go get cleaned up?" I nodded nad Ross followed me. I walked into our room and heard the door shut behind me. "I've missed you." He whispered in my ear as his hand wound themselves around my waist and grasped the cloth. "Ross I need to take a shower." I stated.

I felt his lips against mine neck. "so do I." he replied as his lips ran down my neck. He hasn't touched his mate in a year and three months I coulnd't just expect this not to happen. Ross spun me around and pushed me against the bathroom door. "Ross." He smirked against my lips and said "no I need you." I smiled and let him do as he wanted. He pushed me into the bathroom and locked the door behind him. I turned to my mate as he pulled off his shirt and threw it in a corner. He walked up to me and pulled off my shirt.

He kissed down my neck and slide the bra straps down as well. I felt his hands run down my arms and to my jeans. He undid them and pushed them down a bit. He pulled my lips to his again and took my hands placing them on his jeans. "please." He begged I smield in the kiss "alright." I undid his jeans and pushed them down they fell to the ground and he stepped out of them. I felt his hands grasped my waist then I was in the air with my legs around his waist. His hands pulled at my jeans and soon they were gone then my bra. I pushed his boxers down as well. We were standing in the bathroom no clothes I started my shower. Ross came up behind me running his hands along my skin his lips ran along my shoulder to my neck. He licked my shoulder where his mark was. I stepped into the shower with Ross following. "I've missed you." He whispered.

Water rushed down our skin as we kissed and touched. "Ross..." I moaned out as he pushed and pulled. He smirked against my skin and licked my mark once again. "I missed you so much." I smiled and kissed his cheek "I missed you too." Ross's pace wasn't steady at all it was wild. I knew he was upset because I almost died and I knew he blamed himself for not having me protected.

I whispered and kissed her again. "Ross it wasn't your fault." I stated "no it was if I protected you better than this wouldn't have happened." She sat up and looked at me. Let's just say having the love of your life glare at you naked... you can't win. I looked away as my face heated up. "Ross you didn't do anything wrong you didn't know that could happen." She stated "I should have protected you what kind of mate am I if you could have died." I replied. "Ross..." she warned. "I can't believe your still blaming yourself." She growled. I looked down. "Shay it's my fault."

She turned my face to look at her. "where's the ass that's my mate. Where's the jerk that was so desperate to get me." I smirked and said "I'm right here." I pinned her to the bed and pressed her lips to mine. As we kissed I slipped my tongue into her mouth. She fought back with her tongue I loved her way to much too ever lose her again. I pushed her down onto the bed as I hovered over top of her.