Her Silent Revenge novel Chapter 64

He's cuddling some oversized stuffed white penguin, chewing his thumb. He looks bleary and confused. I have no clue if he saw us.

Doesn't matter.

I should not have fucking crossed that line.

I shouldn't have complicated her life for a second time.

"I should go." My words trip over themselves. "Thanks for the pizza and the wine, Salem. Arlo, you take care."

She pauses in the kitchen and looks at me. Black pants, grey sweater pulled over a pink blouse. She's a temptation and a curse, heaven-sent to make me sin.

"Sure," she says bluntly after a second. Her voice is torn, her lips too red.

You did that, idiot.

How will she ever face you again?

"See you at work," I tell her. Then I practically run from the apartment, slamming the door unintentionally hard on my way out. It's still snowing outside and my car is half-buried. The cold wind feels like a blade in my throat.

Still, I'd walk home through the bone-stripping night if I could turn back time one hour. If I could've hauled my ass up and left when she sent Arlo to bed.

I never should've let us wind up alone.

I failed the test like the gigantic dumbass I am.

"Clown," I mutter as I wipe the snow off the windshield and start the vehicle. "Fuck you, Patton Rory."

I'm sure she's saying the same thing right now a thousand different ways.

No wonder my brothers think I'm the hothead. The dumb one who never thinks anything through. The guy most likely to make bad decisions that blow us all up.

No fucking wonder.

Of all the mistakes I could've made, why did it have to be that trip down memory lane?

Why did I have to kiss Salem Hopper and make her life harder?

SALEM

It's almost fitting.

I wake up to find my three alarms weren't set right for the morning, making me late for work.

Not only that, but because my phone did a system update in the middle of the night, it canceled all of my backup alarms.

I'm the reigning queen of bad luck.

My mom also used to tell me bad news comes in threes. I wonder if the same rule applies to the world's crappiest luck.

"Honey, you can't call him that," I say absently as the question hits me full force.

I wince. A huge industrial brick sinks to the pit of my stomach. Holy hell, where do I even start?

"Why'd you kiss Mr. Rory then?" Persistent little beast. I have to tell him something.

Anything but the truth.

"I didn't kiss anyone, big guy," I say, praying he'll believe me. "I bet you dreamed it. You were so sleepy last night, huh?"

"No! I saw you, Mommy. I got up for water." He frowns, one shoe in his hand.

Ugh, talk about bad choices—I can either gaslight my overly perceptive son or tell him I kissed my boss and I don't even know why.

"Arlo, last night was nuts. There are things I'm not sure whether I dreamed." My throat burns as I take the coward's way out, frantically ordering an Uber.

"But you—"

"Boy-o, let's get moving. We're going to be so late." I clap my hands. "Come on, shoes on. Or do you need help?"

Galvanized into action, he stops chattering, sits down, and slowly— ouch, so slowly—puts on his shoes. My phone pings me to say our ride is approaching.

I grab his little bag and miraculously, we leave the house before half past eight.