Just Lust novel Chapter 14

"I didn't bring my car. Please take me." said Berna who still clings to Clinton.

Clinton seems so worried.

"Okay." he sighed. "We'll deliver you."

I exploded in anger. "What? Why do we have to take her home? She's not a child anymore ! She's older then me! " I rant. Some are already looking at us.

Berna's cheek immediately turned red.

"Nicole, tone down you voice. You're making a scene!" Clinton scolded me.

So always? He always defends Berna!

"Me ? Still me? "I pointed to myself." I am not the one who is making a scene here! She makes herself twitch there to grab attention! It's our date Clinton! She ruined it! "

And its my fucking birthday!

Clinton was just wrapped up in her sense of seemingly troubled.

"It really hurts." and now Berna's crying. Earlier did not cry now cried? Late reaction?

"Okay, I'll drive you home."

Anger flared up in me when I heard that. So are they really close huh?

"Okay! You bring her! I'll walk alone! And you'll never come near me again from now on!" I cried holding back the tears because I was in so much pain.

"Nicole." he protested but I immediately ran out.

I tearfully went home to my own unit and flopped on the bed. My birthday is really worst. The pain .. my family doesn't love me anymore. I'm also not sure if Clinton loves me.

I fell asleep crying and woke up late at night. I woke up immediately remembering the concert! What the hell! I can't help but go! I brought expensive ticket!

I am wearing flat ring sandals and a croptop maroon tees and black short!

I dont care. I could feel the pain of my heart. My eyes were puffy from crying. Only tonight will I let myself be happy. All by myself.

Blows of the cold wind were ignored because of the crowd. But in my place is not because I'm in the front and VIP! It seems that only a few can afford VIP tickets.

Behind me were light objects already carried by the spectators. Glowing cellphones, headbuns that glow in women's hair and with handles that glow. If in the distance it looks like twinkling stars.

Waves of people roared when Ed Sheeran came out!

"Whooo! I love you Ed Sheeran !!" I shouted! but it was also drowned out by shouting voices. Thanks god it's not too crowded here with my band.

"I love you baby." He said for the first time.

This is the happiest birthday for me.

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My parents fell in love then and I was their child. But it seems that they have been together for a year and separated. My dad cheated.

I don't know if it can be called a cheat because before my grandmother lost her life, the one who raised me was before mama and papa got married, they said papa had a previous child. When they separated, my mother left me with my grandmother and went with her man.

When my grandmother died when I was fifteen, my dad came home from US to buy me a condo unit in. As a child, I was aware that I could be practical. I was tired of sulking and crying because I knew I had no other foundation.

Only four corners of my room witnessed all my emotions. How I cried in pain. How I cried in agony. How I cried with joy.

All that fragility I leave here in my room and the face appears cheerful, happy and without a trace of sadness.

I don't want to feel sorry for me. I can buy everything I want even if it's worth a million a minute but I'm sorely lacking in love time.

Life is so unfair. If you don't want to be miserable, learn to keep up with the flow of the world.

Five months passed and Clinton filled my whole life with love. I no longer stay in my room and I am always in his suite.