Philophobic novel Chapter 1

"Ah! Ah! Oh! Oh my God! Mmh!"

He kept on roughly thrusting into me. I don't know why but I just can't say no to anyone. I've literally never said no to anyone no matter what they are asking for. I have stolen from my mom a couple of times before because of some crazy guy I was dating. My first boyfriend. Scott. I loved that guy so much but I was a fool to fall for a fool. But I erased all of that shit from my mind. I don't want to think about him anymore.

It's hard though because he keeps on coming to me for a good fuck. That's what he says. Even though he told me that he's not gay he also said that he can't get over my ass. Which I didn't know if it was a compliment or insult. I just looked at him blankly. Even his girlfriend doesn't know that he uses me as his booty call. A guy and not a chick. It could get him in trouble.

"I said shut the fuck up." He covered my mouth with his right hand and yanked my hair. He increased his speed.

"B-but it's so h-hard! S-slow down!" He spanked my left butt cheek. "Ah!" It's so hot and deep into me. I couldn't stop moaning REALLY loud. "W-we shouldn't be doing t-this here." I never liked the idea of having sex at school but I'm used to it now. But I've never had sex in the library! Where people can see!

"Shut up bitch! If you keep on making this much noise you're obviously gonna get caught. So keep it down."

I nodded while breathing very hard. I really don't want to get caught in this situation. If only he'd just let me off this time and go to the bathroom. My legs where now quivering. I didn't have the strength to stand anymore. My legs gave up. He picked me up, turned me, lifted my left leg and pushed himself in again. "Ah!"

"I said keep it down." He roughly moved inside me. My hips were so tired. Not after long he came , obviously he's wearing a condom. He let me hit the floor while he zipped up his pants. "Today after school, you're coming with me. I'm pissed." He left.

After I got enough strength I stood up, fixed my dress and hair then left. I couldn't walk right. My body was too sore. Especially my lower body. Everyone looked at me weird. I'm guessing they heard all the moans and screams. Plus I sweated a lot.

I ignored their glares and went to the toilet. I hate the boys' toilets. They are so dirty and it smells disgusting. So I usually use the girls' toilets. Raven was in there fixing her makeup. As always, she looked at me with disgust in her eyes. I ignored her and went into one of the stalls.

After taking care of my "problem" I fixed my makeup as well. She was leaning on the wall, waiting for me to come out so she could taunt me. "Do you actually think that makeup is doing you any good?" She smirked. I looked at her at the corner of my eyes and ignored her. "Hey, I'm talking to you." She pulled on my hair.

"Hey! Let me go!"

"Answer me when I'm fucking talking to you." She let me go. She smirked at me before leaving. I hate that girl. She always picks on me even though I've never done anything bad to her. Plus she's jealous because I'm better than her at doing makeup. My eyeliner's on point!

Maybe a pushover. "Uh- who are you?"

"You.....I.....um....I'm......I....."

I could use him to get a lot of stuff. Like make Raven stop bothering me. "I better go. See ya." I winked at him before leaving. I really thought he was tough. The way he looks, I felt like he is the mafia's son or something. Maybe the rumors are true. But I don't go with rumors. I gotta know from him.

I didn't even find a power bank. My phone shut down! Total nightmare!!!! Lunch was over and I went to class. To my surprise, he came to the same class as me. I could feel him staring at me. But every time I'd look at him he'd look somewhere else. Like he doesn't want me to know that he's staring at me. Maybe he likes me, who knows?

I could use that to my advantage. Hehe! The remaining classes went by fast. I don't even know why I'm here, I'm already smart. Like duh! Finally after school. Then I remembered.

Scott came to me before I could leave. "Let's go." He pulled me to his car. It's nothing fancy. Just some Toyota Corolla, I think. I don't know much about cars. He opened the front passenger and threw me in, then went to the driver's seat. His house is not far so it didn't take long for us to get there. As usual, his parents were not back from work yet. I hate coming to his house. It's so fancy and what do I have? Nothing. Just some worn out house that's not even cleaned anymore. Since my mom is a weed addict she doesn't even go to work anymore. I've never seen nor met my father and I wonder everyday where he is. Doesn't he know that he has a daughter? Okay, a son! "Go to my room for a second. I need to make a call." I nodded.