Reject But Regret novel Chapter 10

She stops throwing the pills up and I think their all out of her system now. I pick her up and strip her of her wet clothes and wrap her I a towel. I dry off her hair a little before I put her into her bed. I run to my room and take off my wet clothes and only out on a pair of sweat pants and run back to her. I crawl into her bed and hold her tight to my body. "I will never leave you again. I love you Lilly." I whisper in her ear before falling asleep knowing she didn't hear me but saying it still felt good.

You rejected me

Lilly's pov

I took so many pills but yet I'm still breathing why? Did someone find me and save me? "No I want to died!" I scream as I wake up. I instantly stop what I'm doing when I feel the electric tingles go through out my whole body. Jace is in my bed! WHAT WHY! I push his arms and body away from me knocking him to the ground. "What the fuck was that for!" He yells and I feel a little bit bad for it. "What the fuck are you doing in my room? why am I alive what did you do?" I ask as tears fall freely down my face. I've given up completely to fight them back we both know I'm broke if he's the one who stopped my suicide.

"Shhhh baby don't cry it's okay, I didn't do anything. I came to fined you to tell you that I made a mistake that I didn't reject you for the reasons you think. I was trying to save you I didn't want you to get hurt, I thought I was protecting you but I was the one giving you the most pain. I would understand if you reject me now. I don't deserve your love, I don't deserve you! You deserve so much better I wasn't there for you! Hell you almost died because of me! I shouldn't be your mate I'm pathetic." he was crying now and looking away from me showing me a sign of weakness. Finally showing me emotions that I can understand.

"You rejected me, but you really do want me?" I ask getting confused by his words. He placed his hands on each cheek gently and looking me in the eyes "Lilly I want you. I don't and didn't want to reject you. Causing you all that pain being with Nicki who is a slut by the way you are right, was one if the hardest things to do. seeing you cry knowing I was the one making you do it was so hard for me and I know it was worse for you. Seeing that I almost lost you, I couldn't bare it and I would have taken my own life. I need you I can't live with out you. Please forgive me and give me a chance to prove myself to you." He had tears going down his face now. I search him looking for any sign of him lying in anyway but he is telling the truth a 100%. I nod my head yes. "I will give you this one change, but Jace you can't hurt me again. you can't just say you want me, you have to prove it to me show me you mean it!" right after I said that his lips were pressed to mine I welcomed it. Longing this feeling embarrassing every little bit if it.

She said yes! I'm going on a date with my mate Lilly... that sounds weird to me, don't get me wrong I'm super happy but this feeling feels weird. Eh whatever.

"What should I wear?" she asked with a big goofy grin that made me smile. "dress normal, I have an idea of what we're going to do on this date." I really back. "I'll pick you up around 7. Is that okay?" "yes that's perfect."

I stood up and gave her my hand. it was 6:00 pm no so that should give her plenty of time. she walked me to her door and hugs me good bye and kisses my cheek. "See you at 7." "Bye." "bye."