Reject But Regret novel Chapter 20

I know she felt my hard member against her fingers but as soon as the pants were off she turned and ran straight for the pool and jumped in. I soon was in the water with her.

We swam around for a bit when she made she way into my arms. She had her legs wrapped around my waist and me closely. we stayed there making out like this with what seemed like hours. I smiled and ran my hands round her body. feeling takin gong in as much as I can.

It's like I hand no control over my body anymore. I picked her up and carried to my room that was close to the alphas room. I bring her to my wall then to my bed making out not dating to take a breath. "whoa baby slow down." She says pulling away to ketch her breath. "Love don't worry we will take it slow." I reminded her and got off of her and wrapped her around her pulling her to my body. "happy birthday Leanne." I whisper and give her a kiss. "thank you Luke." she smiles and gives me a kiss.

Stay

Lilly's pov

"Your going to be late to great the other pack to welcome them. You should go." I look away hoping he doesn't see my face and the marks that tears are making. "You are way more important then any pack meeting. I'm staying here with you. We can do the meeting another day. I'll mind link Leanne and Luke and have them greet the pack." I nod and he stands up and takes my hand leading me to his room. "Why are we going to your room?" Is there something wrong with mine? "You mean your room, if your okay with moving into mine? Baby I know I have messed upon the past and when we started off it was bad but I'm willing to make it all up to you. Please move into my room it will also make me feel better because I can protect to you better." the tears fall a bit harder for some reason and I kiss him and nod my head yes. I just hope we haven't started to move to fast.

He lifts me up and carries me into 'our room'. I smile brightly and give him a deep kiss. We lay in his bed our arms warped round each other our legs in twined. his warmth over comes me and I just feel so safe and calm but I know now that I can't stay... I have to protect him... I love him me and my wolf know it to be true... I have no choose but to run away to protect my pack and my mate is to be away from them.