Rejected Her for the Twins novel Chapter 40

Adrian pulls me out of my thoughts when he comes to stand in front of me.

He says

"Britney, Will you do me the greatest honor of marrying me? I know that we had a rough start and I promise that I will spend forever trying to make it up to you. I am truly sorry for all the shit I put you though. you didn't and still don't deserve what I did to you. I promise to love you for 105 years and beyond. Just say yes and I promise that I will continue to make it up to you."

He takes a deep breathe and gets down on one knee.

"Will you marry me, Britney, please!"

PRESENT:

I have no idea how to reply to Adrian!!!! I am not ready to be with him!! Then again, I do love him. Maybe not as much as I can, but I guess over the years it could grow?

I don't know! I am so confused right now! I am broken out of my thoughts when Adrian says

"So what do you say?"

I don't know what to say.

"I-um-I-I don't know?"

Adrian looks really sad and I don't know why, but I feel a weird pang in my heart. I know that I love Adrian, I mean I just figured it out though! all that is going through my head though is: should I give him a chance or not.

I mean he is my mate and I won't ever find someone who would be actually made for me other than Adrian. If I let him go, would I be making the right choice? Adrian says

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