Rogue Luna novel Chapter 3

I charged at the man in front of my trying to hold me hostage but I pinned him to the ground, my enormous body weight on top of him, restricting him from attacking me or moving from under me. He held his arms up to shield his face but I could see in his hazel eyes the fear that clouded his mind.

I felt a warm hand comb through my fur, sending shivers of delight throughout my body. I always imagined the touch of your mate to be electrifying and magical almost, this didn't feel like it but it still felt nice. I lightly whimpered as I felt his hand travel up to my ear where he pulled on it gently and leaned forward, his breath swaying the fur around my ear.

"Could you please shift for me Love?" He whispered into my ear.

For some reason that angered me. I didn't want him calling me love. I didn't want to be called his. I wanted to be my own person. I was conflicted, I knew deep down inside I wanted to be loved, I wanted that love and affection that was stolen from me when my parents were murdered. But I didn't want to belong to anyone. I just wanted to be alone.

I turned to snap and growl in his face before facing forward to attempt to run again. I felt something grab my tail with a firm grip and pull hard to the point a shooting pain shot through my spine as I immediately sat down to relieve the pain. I whimpered in pain as I turned around to see his face.

Pain, hurt and anger were all clear on his face and for some reason it saddened me.

"Shift now!" He boomed in his Alpha tone. The Alpha tone was a special authoritative voice that only Alpha born's were able to use to control and direct their pack members, depending on how strong the Alpha was, they could even use it on those who weren't even apart of their pack.

I saw no way out for myself and my wolf was making it harder and harder for me to stay focused to plan an escape, constantly begging and whining for me to just stay. I slowly began to shift until I was left lying in the grass naked, nothing but my arms to shield me but fortunately my mate came over to drape a blanket around me so that I wasn't exposed to the elements but I didn't thank him.

"What is your name?" He asked me as I snatched the blanket form him.

I ignored him.

"Why did you run away from me?" He asked me.

I continued to ignore him.

"Answer my questions!" He yelled at me.

So my mate's name was Damien.

"There is no need to insult her Blake, she was just scared in confused so why don't you go and mind your damn business, make sure to tell the others to stay out of the Alpha's business," Damien growled.

Blake bowed and walked away. As Damien slammed the door shut he turned to me with an enraged expression to his face.

"You won't even give me a chance to show you the type of person I am, you've already decided you don't want me as a mate?! Why don't you want be my mate! Do you think out of all the beautiful she-wolves in my pack I would pick a possibly dangerous rogue like you?!" He screamed at me.

He turned around walked out the room and slammed the door shut before I could even get a word in. He was upset and he was right, I didn't even give him a chance to show me the kind of person he truly was but I didn't want him to show me, I just wanted to be alone, something inside me told me that I deserved to be alone and that it was better that way. It was true, I've been alone this entire time and I didn't want to change that.

Tired and defeated I climbed off of the bed and sat in the corner of the room where I laid my head against the wall and thought about the recent events before finally drifting to sleep.