Second Chance-In the mist Book 1 novel Chapter 49

My body was pressing against his massive, hard chest. I could feel his heartbeat in a rhythm that excited me so much. I couldn't believe the impact I was having on this man. His body's reactions when I was close. The next thing he did, unable to resist the tension between us, was press his full lips to mine. I was stunned by the gentleness of the kiss at first and then it all became desperate, as if he was about to lose me forever. And then I felt the sadness and the fact that he was trying to get so close to me that our bodies merged into one. It didn't matter what I just said. 

I took two steps backwards, guided by him, until my body touched the icy wall behind me. Instantly I moaned at the sweet pleasure of mixed feelings, the coolness of the wall, and the heat of his touch. I arched under his hard body, surrendering myself completely into his hands. He took every opportunity to make me feel wanted in a way I had never had before.

I didn't know what triggered all of this, or I did, but I didn't care. One thing I knew for sure was that in my entire life, I had never experienced so much burning pleasure. I was burning from this fire that consumed me mercilessly. It all lasted a few minutes, but it felt like hours. I suddenly put distance between us, fixing my gaze on him. It was like I stepped out into the cold reality.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that..." he said in a husky voice, his eyes burning with longing.

"Yes, you shouldn't have. You should have stayed the hell out of my life!" 

MY DEMONS

Dominic's story

From the moment Rebecca left, she called me one more time and confirmed that she was just coming by to pick up her ID. She said she would need it. I was okay with that, just that I didn't really want to stand in her way when that happened. Just the thought of her being in the company of that troglodyte Logan was throwing me off my normal rhythm. All my life I had avoided letting the wolf out of my body, but now it was too much. It's getting out of control again. To free myself, I decided to let him loose at least for a few hours. There was nobody around anyway. And I was boiling inside like the flames of hell.

I didn't know how I got back home, but the next day I woke up on the living room floor, naked. As soon as I got up, I remembered the scene. Both of them, sitting on the bench in the park, talking and laughing. God, those thoughts hurt so much, especially since the bond with my Luna was so strong that I felt anger and stabbing pain all over my being at the same time. 

Today was also the day that Rebecca would get her last things, her documents. I felt this was the goodbye she had been waiting for. For some reason, this day seemed so gray in every sense of the word. Even my soul had no color. Never in my life had I been so angry at the thought that there could be anything between Logan and her. I had no right to feel that way. Or had I? I knew I had no place in what she was doing, as she didn't know me to the fullest, but I couldn't help it. It drove me crazy to think that he called her every day, talked to her every day, and maybe even saw her.

It drove me crazy just thinking about that bastard touching her. I was walking around like a lion in a cage, with no escape. Maybe she was with him now, even if it was to just talk. 

From my point of view, everything seemed normal, to be jealous when someone got close to her, to feel like I wanted to kill whoever was crossing the line with her. But maybe from her point of view that someone wasn't crossing any line, he was just her friend. And because in her eyes we weren't a full-fledged couple, she believed it didn't give me the right to get any closer than necessary.