Second Chance-In the mist Book 1 novel Chapter 52

"What are you talking about?" 

"You know damn well who I'm talking about" 

"Don't do this Dominic, please..." 

"Don't do what? You're afraid your Logan will find out about this. Don't worry, I won't tell him!" 

Her eyes got big, and she looked at me with such pain. At some point, I couldn't tell if she was crying or if it was from the water droplets. Me and my big mouth. Suddenly, she lowered her head, resting it on my chest, as if giving up without a fight. As if she felt so defeated that she no longer had the strength or will to continue.

"What happened? Do you love him that much?" 

When she lifted her face, I knew she was crying.

"Stop it, please!" 

"You want me to stop Rebecca? Will you tell him to stop too, or will you let him go on?" "What are you talking about?" she yelled, still holding my gaze. "Oh, I get it. I was right, you are jealous. I'm still wondering why?" 

At that precise moment, I saw black in front of my eyes and the beast emerged again, this time without me stopping it. There was no way I could do it. I forced her to hold my gaze and crushed my lips against hers so hard I could hear her heart break. I forced her to open her mouth to take me in. She did it because it probably hurt. She moaned, she struggled, and the more she did it, the more edgy my demons became. I thrust my tongue deep into her mouth, looking for hers and hoping somehow, she would respond to my kiss. There were signs in her. I was sure I wasn't wrong. 

"My God, Becca, what happened to you?" she asked me worriedly, seeing me arrive with wet hair and totally confused. I didn't answer her anything, but walked shakily towards the door. I barely unlocked it. 

I left the documents on the dining room table and Sam followed me quietly. With a towel, I soaked my hair a little and immediately made two coffees. 

The storm Dominic stirred up inside me was giving me a hard time breathing. I was devastated and hurt at the same time. But if I was to be honest, I never felt fear during what happened. On the contrary, I experienced the most consuming desire ever. I just knew he would not hurt me. He loved me. Even without telling me the three magic words, I could sense that. And the whole time I was in his arms, naked, I was going crazy with lust. One wrong move, one sign from me I wanted him so badly in that shower and it could have ended in a whole other way, in a way we both wanted.

"Do you think Dominic loves me?" I suddenly asked out of the blue. Samantha's eyes widened in amazement. The question didn't really make sense. Sam had never met him. She only knew what she'd heard from me. 

"I don't know what to tell you Becca... I don't know the guy..." then there was a moment of silence while Sam reflected on what I had asked, what she had answered and how I had gotten home. "Becca, don't tell me the son of a bitch did something to you." I didn't allow her to have any other impure thoughts, especially since I didn't know what was going on with me around him, either.