Tainted novel Chapter 8

Karma couldn't even look in the eyes of her sister.

She felt ashamed and wanted to shave her head and run off somewhere or just stop existing all together.

What if....

What if she dies.. wouldn't it solve all the problems? Save her from mortification and humiliation.

Maybe she should just do it.

She didn't had friends, her family was falling apart since she had withdrawn so much, maybe she should leave her father and sister in peace.

That's it.

She threw her legs off the bed walking off like a dead soul in dark. Her heart seemed to beat out of her chest as she neared the staircase to the rooftop.

Her conversation with Violet, her father's disappointed eyes, the sorrowful expression of Atlanta and the tears of Destiny played like a photo reel in her brain.

Thunder flashed in the sky like a warning was roaring across the heavens for her. Her legs trembled as the scene infront of her eyes got hazy and blurred due to the pearl tears trailing down her porcelain doll like face.

"Don't you get that! I love you!"

"You are just another girl for warming my bed!

What made you think you were different from any of them? Was it because you were virgin and desperate? Well check again baby, you are no longer a virgin Mary...just another whore." He spat the word 'baby' like venom.

A sob escaped followed by another as tears raced down not able to stop the soul wrenching wailing as she screamed trying to let out pain and guilt eating her alive.

Thunderstorm filled the sky with red- grey clouds as lightning tore through the silence of the night, the pitter patter of rain disguising and intermingling the sounds of her soul cracking.

The omnipotent universe sharing her greif.

It felt like razor blades were tearing her guts and needles prickling her stomach as she stood on the edge of the rooftop, one more step....just one more.....

"Karma you are more precious to me than anything in the entire universe. You are my baby, my little daughter, my pride and joy and the source of my happiness."

Karma's eyes widened as she found herself in a predicament she could have never imagined herself in, she halted herself backing her body like a rag doll.

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