The Company's little novel Chapter 9

Talia POV.

Stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid lungs, stupid stupid stupid Talia!!!

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed into my pillow, I'm so stupid. I got myself into this, what happened with me was a panic attack, where fear got hold of the best of me.

I didn't die, thankfully but I did raise the HR attention toward me, they says now I'm instable. They are going to revaluate my performance, you don't work in a bdsm company if you're a kink-phobic.

We accept everyone and every kink, no shaming, no disgust, every employee goes through a mental check up once a year. Mine came early, if I'm not stable, if I'll have random panic attacks, if I get an anxiety attack every time I have to deal with a dom. Then this job isn't made for me, they'll give me some financial settlement before kicking me out.

What am I gonna do now! I decided to call my momma, she always knows what to do that if she remembers who I am. She had me late in life, she called me her little miracle, it was a miracle she could get pregnant but still she took good care of me, now it's my turn.

"Hello" she answered the phone, I have the pass right to her private room.

"Hello momma" I say crossing my fingers she'll know who I am.

"I'm sorry child you got the wrong number, I have no children" I knew she's saying those words cause of the sickness but it still hurt.

"I'm sorry ma'am but you seem like a wise woman, do you mind giving me some advice?" I ask this is my usual tactics when she doesn't recognize me.

"Of course" she replies, she'll never say no to helping.

"I'm having this test today, but if I mess it up I'll lose my job and house" I say trying to tell her what's wrong.

"Did you study child?" She asks me.

"Yes I did, but what if I panic?" I ask her, panicking isn't like me but what if it happened again.

"That's the spirit little one" Fekix replies with a big smile now on his face.

My evaluation wasn't until later that day, Felix said I can't have coffee, just tea so I won't get nervous, he gave me a full pep talk about not giving me up and me being the best girl for this job around here.

I went to the HR and took a seat while a comity of theirs asked me some questions. The cause of my panic, do I have a history of that? Then they turned to more personal questions, what I think about littles, do I like my job, how do I feel around other doms and even asked me about Felix.

"Felix is the best boss I ever had, he's strict but fair, I won't lie and say we never had a misunderstanding but I'm extremely happy with my job" I say the truth.

"By misunderstanding you mean him spanking you?" Someone says and I blush, yes that was exactly what I meant.

"You're okay with the punishment you received from your supervisor" the same person asks, I was blushing as red as a tomato now but I just nodded my head. My interview was over with that being the last question.