The Dragon Prince's Forbidden Affair novel Chapter 58

"That's easy to say but if I leave the pack, I can't be in the territory anymore. I'll be considered rouge. You don't just peacefully leave a pack." She groaned. "I don't want to talk about that. Do you have a date to the full moon ball?"

I shrugged. "No, I'm probably just going to go with Cade. I'm not really interested in anyone. If you wanted to come with me and Cade you could be my plus one."

Sadia frowned. "Like in a group? No thanks. We should do something else then, just the two of us."

"Isn't that what we're doing now?" I hit my blunt.

"You know that's a nasty habit right?"

I chuckled. "You're thinking of cigarettes, I don't smoke those."

"Okay well what do you think about my relationship with the pack? Do you think it's all my fault?"

I shook my head. "It's no one's fault Sadia. Honestly if your parents were alive and apart of the pack, I don't think there would be a problem. I think then you wouldn't question your place in the pack, and neither would they."

Sadia didn't seem to agree. "It's because I'm different."

"The only issue is that you and the pack both don't feel like you belong," I said.

"Because I'm an orphan. The point is I'm different from them, they tried to make me the omega for shits sake Lexus."

I sighed. "I'm not really trying to defend them. The point is you're both focusing too much on the differences, including you. They could have tried to make you feel more a part of the pack and you could have tried to be a part of it. I can agree that you've been trying recently, and they should meet you halfway, but I guess it's too late for them. They already have their opinions on you. I'd say make at least one friend, show kindness to one member and your time there won't be hell." That was my advice to her, but I wasn't sure if she'd take it.

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Surprisingly, Sadia took my advice. I told her she should slowly befriend members of the pack and that's what she did. The problem was she befriended Rubens's future Beta, Calvin. I didn't love that since Ruben wasn't the fondest of me anymore. It was mostly fine because it's not like I had to hang out with him. Sadia preferred to hangout one on one anyways. I wasn't really sure why, but she didn't even really want Cade around. As time went on, she made friends with another wolf named Tam. "You were right Lexus, I just had to focus on one at a time instead of trying to befriend everyone at once. You're the best." I loved seeing her happy. "Oh, and that girl who likes Cade and works in the garden, Vella I think we're becoming friends. She wants to hang out with me soon. I think things are looking up for me."

Sadia gasped. "What? Are you serious?" I didn't expect her to sound so excited. "No, it's not weird, we can do that. I'm going to be a great Queen. Watch when everyone sees me as Queen. The pack members are going to be so jealous. I'm going to be loved the way your mother is." She walked to the door. "I'm going to live here and help you rule this whole kingdom." I liked seeing her happy. Sadia always had a big personality, and I wasn't able to see the positive side of it too often, I had missed it.

We were engaged and over the next few months we talked more about it and we told my parents who were surprised but approved. "Are we going to be a real couple?" Sadia asked.

I sat down in my bed. "Yeah, cause we'll have to mate. Are you comfortable with that?" I asked.

Sadia sat down next to me. "We should probably get used to being intimate... you know."

I chuckled. "Yeah, I get it Sadia." I leaned closer and kissed her. As more time went on, we became more and more intimate. When she asked if we were going to be a real couple, I assumed she only meant after marriage not before. The only reason we were going to be a real couple of because of the mate mark anyways. That's why I didn't think twice before hitting on other girls.

"Where's Sadia?" Vella asked me while I walked through the garden.