Arranged Navy Alpha novel Chapter 17

Still Austin doesn't say a word, instead he gets out of the truck and goes and gets the keys. Once he is back in I couldn't help but push him, and hit him. I wanted a reaction. No, I needed a reaction. He was not a lifeless soul that only shows emotions when needed.

"Is this what you want? Do you want to leave? Go ahead I don't care. Hate me! Reject me! I don't need you." I scream louder, seething.

Why was I being such a, a b!tch? What was wrong with me? This is not Laken Clarks, this is not me.

I grab onto his arm and bury my face in it,"Please Austin please say something, anything!" I cry, clutching his shirt.

Why is he not saying anything?

I finally feel his chest heave as if he was crying too. I quickly look up and see a few tears streaming down his face. Grabbing his face I kiss him furiously. His hand comes up to hold my neck, and his other goes to my hip.

God what was wrong with me? This is certainly not how I acted. Crying, screaming, and then kissing? No something was definitely wrong; but I couldn't help it anymore as my body started growing hot.

"Austin please I need you." I whisper against his lips, before kissing him again.

Austin groans and pulls back,"Laken stop." he says hoarsely.

"What no, I can't. Please I know you want me and I want you." I say trying to kiss him again.

He blocks my advance,"This is your heat talking. It's your wolf."

"But it's not supposed to start for a while though." I say confused, trailing my hand down his chest almost reaching his huge location.

Austin grabs my hand and holds it to my side,"Stop. Laken, stop. It's starting early because we were apart for that amount of time and your an Alpha's mate."

"A sexy alpha's mate." I whisper leaning forward to kiss him.

"Stop." he says louder.

It did nothing but turn me on more, making me moan. He groans frustrated,"Laken stop we are not mating."

"I'm sorry I just can't keep control of my emotions sometimes. I have no idea what I'm doing sometimes." he says.

"I understand I have trouble keeping my hormones in check. I didn't mean to be so dramatic and piss you off. I'm sorry." I says snuggling into his neck as he continued to kiss mine.

"It's okay.", he mumbled as he kept placing his sloppy kisses on my mark.

Laken

"Austin!"

"Laken, baby, I know it hurts but I can't do anything."

The Heat had been wrecking havoc on my body for the last two days and I was getting to the point of wanting to just die. My mother had been by a couple of times, trying to tell me ways to ease the pain but nothing helped. She wasn't to happy that Austin wasn't doing anything to help me either.