Arranged Navy Alpha novel Chapter 8

"Can we play it? Oh please Austin can we?" she asks pleading.

Her eyes became wide like a sad puppy dogs, and she clasped her hands together.

"I thought you said you were tired love?" I say laughing slightly at her face.

She sighs,"I am but I'm also really excited about it."

"Baby girl, Love, the Nintendo will be there tomorrow you know. It's not going to sprout legs and run." I say reaching out for her.

She giggles and runs into my arms, making me reel back in surprise. I smile and wrap my arms around her, and bury my nose in the crook of her neck.

"I know that silly- but it might!" she says running a finger around my bare shoulder.

I shiver in delight as her tiny fingers trace random patterns on my chest. She giggles,"D-Do you like that?"

I growl in approval and nip at her neck making her gasp and laugh. She tries pushing me away but I pull her indefinitely close making her squeal in happiness.

"Your so damn cute Love, Baby girl." I say kissing her neck softly.

The last of her laughs die out softly,"Y-You think so?"

"I know so baby girl. I don't know if you noticed but when everyone found out we were mates a lot of the guys were mad." I reply chuckling.

I feel her smile as she snuggles closer to me,"I like this; can we maybe do it again?"

"Of course we can love, I would do this forever if I could- well that and something else-but.."

"What? What else?" she asks pulling back to look at me.

"Um nothing you need to worry about right now." I say smirking at the thoughts running through my mind.

She bites her lip, making me think she has an idea of what it is.

"Is it what I think it is?"

"Depends on what you think it is love."

"Hmm- I don't know- sex?"

I smirk and lay my forehead against hers, letting my eyes vote into hers.

"Maybe-Maybe not..." I whisper not batting an eye.

I jerk away from his attacking lips and push him away, causing me to fall on my butt.

"Baby girl what's the matter? Did I do something you didn't like? I'm sorry my wolf he- ugh. Why are you always screwing up Austin?" he says the last part in a whisper even though I can still hear him.

"Your the one who said you didn't want it." I whisper standing up.

"Wha- no baby I meant I didn't want our first time to be like this. I didn't mean I didn't want it." He says taking a step towards me.

Taking a step back I bite out,"Im sure if it was one of the pack sluts you'd already be done wouldn't you?"

He cringes at my harsh tone. What the crap that wasn't me.

"I'm sorry Austin that was uncalled for." I say sadly.

"But understandable. Laken please know that I've changed. I beat myself up over it everyday that I didn't wait for you. We were supposed to be each other's first and last. I screwed that up and I understand if you can never fully love me." he says tugging at his hair.

I blush at the thought of the intimate position just a few moments ago. What if they hadn't stopped? Would they have regretted it?

"Austin I know you have. Don't beat yourself up over it. I can't blame you, I mean everyone has urges- even me.", he growls at that making me giggle,"which I didn't do. I don't mind that I'm not your first and you didn't screw it up. Hey and you never know it might make me love you even more- Mr. Experience."