Contract Marriage With My Ex novel Chapter 46

Being paranoid...

Third person's point of view....

I can bet with his next statement my eyes would stream like a volcanic eruption wherein my emotions will effuse in the form of saline tear drops. Even I wanted to keep forth my view, yes whatever he said so far was damn correct but nobody can refuse that the pain I went through or for that matter the agony I lived my life with was more than what Randhir felt.

I agree my fault was that I used Rudra as an object but now I regret it. "You know I am now scared of you just like how you were from me in the college!" I blinked my wet lashes letting the queue of tears roll down my picket cheeks as he went further, "If you can punish Randhir like that just because he broke up with you and moved on with another girl leaving you behind then what will you do to me! I have ruined your life as a student, by bullying you badly." he chuckled moving away from, adding up to my guilt even more.1

I did punish him for whatever he did but I am not a bad human. I accept what I did, was that necessary for him to mention that? I was already in too much depression, this will just depress me more. Please Sujoy , don't call me a sinner! Please.

"I swear I did not know things will turn up like this" amidst my tearing eyes I affirmed in a heavy voice. "I never wished to hurt Rudra, I love him more than myself"

"And that is why I am here sitting right beside you!" His sentence left me battling with different questions in my head. I had mixed feelings. If at a point I felt curious than on the other point I held myself guilty and concluded that no matter what I do, things will never be mended again until he said, "Yes Sanyukta , I am here for a reason."

His genuine positive smile provided a comfort to my heart while my emotions screamed, 'Yes Sanyukta , there is still some hope to mend things.' I was eager to listen to what he has in store for me. Although it could be good or bad, I never knew that.

However when he unlatched his lips, my heart fluttered with a new feeling while a ray of hope developed in my head. "All of us make mistakes in the name of happiness, revenge, aggression. It is not a bad thing just that sometimes you go overboard. You did the same, Sanyukta . In fact Randhir did the same years ago by choosing Shania over you however, he got his punishment for that. He lost his daughter, a part of his emotions as well as the happiness that could only come along with you." He stared above in the sky at the scintillating stars in awe.1

His words made me realize I did not do wrong, it was just that I was taken along with my emotion of taking revenge and committed a mistake just like anybody else. And Randhir's example made me feel light hearted. My eyes travelled to where he was particularly looking up in the sky as he continued ahead, " Sanyukta , After we bumped into the hotel back there, I immediately called Randhir and told him everything. He said, he does not want anything than you back in our lives. He does not care what happened in these months, all he want is you and Rudra."

My eyes moistened more than before in both happiness and guilt. "He really said that to you!" I can't stop myself from asking that. What I heard was even true! Inspite of doing so much was he ready to excuse my mistakes and give our relationship a chance!

Did he really say that he wants me back in their lives. I could not be any more happier than this however, now the main point was, how can we get Rudra back. He is now with Shania!

"But Sujoy what about Rudra? His custody now lies with Shania, do you think she will let us take him back." I had to ask, he was a master mind. Whatever happened so far was somewhere because of him as he had guided Randhir to marry me and other stuff.

He only smiled with a devilish grin saying, "Leave everything on me. You just have to come to the court tomorrow. We are fighting a case against her again. But this time it's us who is going to win not that woman." I was fluttered with his statement. He must have planned everything beforehand!

This is the first time I am seeing him after that unfortunate night. "Promise that you will NEVER. LEAVE. US!" he emphasized on every word walking toward us, his eyes shimmering with unshed tears.

"Yes, I promise." it was hard to control my emotions and say that Really, the world I have had destroyed few months ago in the effect of hatred has now come back to life.

"I love you!"

"I love you too!"

He pulled me for a tight hug not before kissing Rudra in the hairs.

Never knew, I would one day become the his beloved wife.

This was my cute journey from the billionaire's fake wife to fantabulous wife.