From Friend To Mate novel Chapter 8

He couldn't control what he felt or anything for the matter.

"How was it?" Jason said his voice dark and low.

Felix felt his feet wobble at the words and he slowly back up until his back hit the wall. Jason seemed like he could explode any second and felix was completely terrified.

He wanted to believe that Jason would never hurt him but in this situation he didn't know.

Felix could felt Jason's intimidating aura as he sat on his bed motionless. He wore all black. A black leather jacket, black jeans,black combat boots. Felix couldn't help but shiver at the sight of him.

During their entire friendship felix has never felt the need to be cautious around Jason but now he came to see Jason's true colours.

Felix didn't answer the question.

He knew that when Jason normally asked questions he didn't want an answer.

Especially right now.

After a few seconds Jason's stood up and began walking towards felix.

"Did you have so much fun that you forgot about me?" Jason asked question after question as he slowly advanced towards felix.

At that moment felix was frozen before he then realised what could possibly happen.

Images of Jason smashing his hand repeatedly into Philips face flashed itno his mind.

He wouldn't do that to his own friend though, would he? Felix thought.

He eventually figured he wasn't going to risk it and rushed out of the room.

It was no use though.

Jason was quick and the second felix thought about rushing out Jason already knew he would.

He held Felix's wrist tight in his grip.

"Not running away now, are we?" Jason said.

He sounded completely different and Felix couldn't recognise him any more.

He scared him.

Was he next?

"Why do you make me feel this way?" Jasons face was so close to felix. Felix noticed the slight smell of alcohol lingering on Jason's breath. He was drinking.

Felix couldn't help the tears that fell down his face. His heart was painfully beating against his chest. He didn't know what petrified him more, what Jason was doing or the fact that he was doing it especially to him. He, who stuck with him for more than half of his life.

Felix cried harder and harder with each tear that came out. Everything that happened the past few days just hit him at this moment and he couldn't help but break down. He really didnt want to loose Jason. Ever. But it felt as if he was already so far away.

"Why?" Felix pleaded. He wanted to know why things turned out this way. What happened between them.

"Why did it turn out like this?" He cried into his hands. His legs eventually gave out and he sunk to the ground.

He didn't care anymore if Jason decided to bash his face in at this moment anymore. He lost all sense of feeling.

Jason was frozen. He analysed Felix and his sense finally kicked in but by that time it was already too late.

Jason had no idea what happened to him. Before this even started it seemed as if he was out of his body and just came back now. Jason stared a felix on the floor and his heart broke. The fact that he knew he did all of that was worse. He wanted to die.

How could i? To my own friend? The only one who doesn't use me to their own benefits.