He's My Ruthless Billionaire novel Chapter 36

Losing hope, I turned around to leave, but she suddenly turned me around. 

I was shocked by it, but more when she joined our lips... Looking straight into my eyes. 

That time, the kiss was the most delicate one I ever did. 

But you know what? It was the sweetest and the best kiss ever. I was so... lost in her. I felt that she is too fragile. I can break everything, every single thing if I make any move. 

After that, I wanted to do or say something, but I didn't have anything to say or do. 

Thinking that I can't give in. 

I shouldn't. People should learn from their mistakes. I should too. If I don't, then I am just a stupid person. 

I knew my mind was fucked up right now so I started drinking as I went downstairs. 

But Hailey came down. 

"Hurt me," she said. 

I thought that I didn't hear. "Hm?" I asked. 

"Hurt me, but don't drink. Please" 

I couldn't believe she was asking me to hurt her? 

"Why do you think hurting you is any good?" I asked the most sensible question. 

"Because both of the things will help you keep your mind off... everything" 

"Hurting you gives me sadness and drinking makes me happy. How does your word make any sense!" I said but then I realized what I said. 

"Robert... You-You don't wanna hurt me?" she asked. 

I decided to not answer that. I don't know what I want. 

No. 

I know what I want. 

I went to her. "Kiss me," I said. 

She looked at me shocked but got sober. "Like you did... Just now" I added. 

She nodded slowly and joined our lips. 

But I pulled apart. "No! It seems forced!" I yelled. 

She was way too much scared right now. "N-No, it... it wasn't," she said. 

"Kiss me... Lovingly" I said. 

She again came close and kissed me. But then I noticed it and pulled it apart. "You don't like alcohol... That's why you can't kiss me?" I asked. 

She nodded. 

"If I leave this... Will you... Will you kiss me?" I asked. 

She looked dubiously happy. "Yes," she said. 

I looked at the innocent person as I couldn't understand her. 

Either she is way too good. 

Or she is one devil. 

"Sleep," I said to her. She nodded and then we went to our room and she laid on the bed, as I went to take shower and to do brush. 

I came and laid beside her. "kiss me" I said again. 

She looked at me and joined our lips into a beautiful kiss once again. 

I smiled after that and hugged her. I pulled her over me. 

Then it hit me again. 

"Angry? No" she said. 

I looked at her and looking at her beautiful eyes, I gave in and started kissing her. The kiss heated up and I started kissing her more passionately. 

She suddenly backed off and looked at me with a sad expression. 

"Robert," she said. "Why are you doing this? When you don't trust me, then why!?" she kind of yelled. 

I didn't know myself. 

But whenever I see her... I want to give in. 

"Hailey..." I said. "I don't know" 

"Robert, we have time," she said. "First, trust me" 

"That's gonna take a lot of time," I said. 

"I'll wait" 

"I will wait too," I said and left. 

Hailey's POV

I left for my room after he left.

So, according to him, he will try to trust me. He sure has trust issues.

Anyway, I went back to my room. I sat down and the phone caught my attention again. I should return it.

I will probably return tomorrow.

The day went with me just sitting in the room and him probably in another room. I didn't have anything to do the entire day, so I did some work from my laptop. This is quite a good thing for time pass.

At night, I prepared dinner. I didn't know if he would even eat or not. But it is a sure thing that he hasn't eaten for much time. So, I prepared whatever I was good at and as I went towards the dining table, he was already there.