JUST GOT LUCKY novel Chapter 78

CHAPTER 77

HAPPIER

HARRY'S POV

By nine in the evening, Josh had invited me to go to some sick clubs around Glendale and he said I need time to party to forget about the pain that I have been carrying for the past days. He said maybe I can meet up with people or some girls to spend the night away but I knew no matter how many girls I used to void out Lindy in my head, I know it will do nothing. I was not really up for any party tonight but somewhat in the back of my head I know I had to get out and have fun.

We arrived in this club that had really upbeat music but I was not really pumped up because I know I was suppose to be in my hotel room, sleeping. There tons of women in sexy dresses who were flirting with me and I was politely responding back with a smile. There two bodyguards with us who made sure that no one could crowd around me.

We were led to the VIP table where I see a few of the crew being around here and has ordered a few drinks and some foods. Josh was hyped as we were hanging out with a few people that I didn’t know who were the crew’s friends. I got one glass after another to get myself on the mood to party. I was still feeling all mournful about my recent break up with Lindy and it felt like the alcohol would help me right now. I haven’t drank anything after our break up because I didn’t want to be alcohol dependent since writing songs felt more therapeutic for me.

“Cheers!!” I raised my voice as the club goes so loud that I can feel my ears pounding with the song playing in this club. We raised our glasses and made a toast, I was literally drunk.

As soon as I got on the mood and had enough alcohol that is starting to speak for me, I was beginning to get into the mood for partying. I was sad and I didn’t want to be sad anymore because I know how I fucked things up with Lindy. I know how I hurt her and I can never changed the fact that I did but I just wish she listened to me and could trust me again.

“Josh.” I called out.

“Yo, whats up H?”

“I need to take a wee.” I answered, drunkly. Josh teaches me where the bathroom is and asked if I can walk there by myself and I reassured him that I can. I left our table and took a quick piss. As soon as I headed out of the bathroom, I walked back to where Josh and the others were.

“Harry?” I hear a familiar voice.

I pulled my head up and found a woman in a sexy red dress but her face was all blurred. She stands in front of me with a huge smile on her face and I was getting a little whoozy with all the alcohol I have consumed but I know this woman was familiar.

“I didn’t know this was your kind of place.” She tells me.

She had brown hair and looked like Lindy. I was seeing Lindy or maybe I was just getting drunk but I swear I was seeing Lindy. “Sit with us. Please.”

She offered and I followed Lindy. She sat down and scooted closer to me and I see Lindy’s face and Lindy’s smile. I stare at her as my eyes adjusted through the double visions I am getting but I know it is her. She is here. She came for me. She came to see me here.

“You’re here.” I cupped her cheeks with my hands and Lindy smiles sweetly at me. It tickles my heart seeing her here and how joyful I am that I found her.

She giggles, “Yeah. I came to visit a friend.”

“I thought you were going to say you came here to see me.” I say.

“What?!” She screams through the loud music.

I leaned close to her ears, “I said I thought you were going to say you came here to see me!”

Lindy laughs, “I think you have had enough drinks, Harry.”

I shake my head even though I know I was literally gabbling my own words. I was completely nad undeniably drunk but I am just so fucking happy to see her here. She is really here sitting next to me and I cannot believe this is happening. I moved my lips close to her ear, “I thought you hated me. I thought you were mad at me!”

Lindy pulled herself away, “I could never be mad at you Harry!”

I pressed my lips against her ear, “I missed you!”

“Do you mean that?” She asks.

“Of course babe!” I answer to her and she looks so happy.

LINDY'S POV

Louis turned to me instantly, “He is…. not here.” He glances at the other lads. “I think he is not here. Let’s go on the other side of the club!” He grabs me and before he can drag me away, I turned to the same direction where he was staring at earlier and I see Harry.

A sudden lightning ran over my body when I saw Harry sitting there. My eyes widened quickly and my eyes started feeling a sting as the tears started filling up my eyes making my vision a little blurry. I feel my knees and my entire body went weak in just a snap of a finger. It felt like someone just stabbed me from the back a couple of times and the pain kept lingering as it pierces through my body. I couldn't believe what I saw and I didn’t want to see what I saw.

I stare at Harry sitting down on a chair, kissing a brown haired girl.

He was literally all over her. He was really locking his lips on her as his hands travels around her body, touching every part of her and she loves it. She freaking loved it and the attention he is giving to her. My heart that I have been trying to fix is getting broken into pieces again and it is still because of the same man breaking it again.

“Oh you have got to be fucking kidding me!” Zayn hollers out angrily.

My feet dug deep from where I was standing even though I wanted to walk away but I stand here staring at Harry and this woman that I didn’t know. I tried to hold back a tear but my tears rolled down my cheeks involuntarily. My heart started feeling the familiar pain stinging inside my chest again. The boys were shocked too and just stand here staring at me.

Harry pulled himself away as he cups the woman’s face while they were both chatting. She climbs over his lap and he accepted her weight while he casually laced his arms around her body. He whispers to her and she laughs with him while they get all comfortable with each other. It has only weeks since we were apart and he already looked happier. I thought he was dying but I guess I was wrong. I was so wrong about the whole thing.

"Lindy…” Louis says closer to me. “We didn't know about this."

“You have to trust us that this was not our intention.” Zayn was quick to tell me.

I finally recovered from myself and ran away before Harry could see me like this again. I didn't want him to think I was hurt. I didn't want him to know I was here. I didn't want him to see me being here and I didn't want him to know I saw what I had to see. I didn’t want him.

How can I still force myself that we can still fix this wrecked relationship when this was never meant to last. Harry I don't even know why I keep on trusting him. I don't even know why I keep handing my heart to him when he's always breaking it every time.

“Lindy!!” I hear Niall calling out to me but I wanted to leave because it was hurting too much.

Harry looked happier and I don’t want him to see me being like this. I don't want to cry over Harry anymore because it is getting pretty tiring. I am so tired of crying for him and getting hurt again and again every time I try to reach out for him.

Harry was kissing another woman and he looked happier.