Just Lust novel Chapter 37

"That's enough! That's enough!" Jenn stop them while I was hardly able to move on the stand.

Clinton suddenly let Jedd go. And looked at me.

He stepped closer to me but I stepped back and shook.

"Please don't come near me."

my voice was rasping because I wanted to cry.

"Let's fix this. We need to talk I'm almost crazy about you and I'm sorry Nicole. I am mad. I'm at the point where even if you hurt me a few more times I won't be angry anymore. Come back to me. "He said hoarsely to me and stroked my cheek.

"Every day I'm in your condo and I'm waiting for you to apologize." He immediately buried his face in my neck.

"Hurt me. Just don't stay away please .."

My tears flowed but I tried to stay strong.

"Good to hear but I'm not stupid to give tou a chance. Does it hurt? That's just the beginning. Because you judged me so easily and didn't give me time to explain. I won't give you a chance to be a father to my child either. "I told him emphatically.

"You can't do that." his jaw clenched.

I raised my eyebrow.

"By no means will you never see me again. There,"

I gave the 3D copy of our baby.

"Hide it. Because that's all you can hold my son."

"Try then.If you can escape me Nicole. Anywhere else on the continent you hide. I will still look for you. So don't try. "

I'm so disgusted with him. I squatted down to reach his ear and whispered.

"Fuck you."

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There was no time I didn't think of him. What's worse is that I'm looking for his smell.

"Jenn do you have any men's perfume? The same as C-Clinton?" I asked shyly. I can only imagine the smell of him making me salivate.

"Seriously ?I don't even know what he smells like. " Jenn put away her things. We had just finished eating and I had no intention of going out.

"C-Calvin Klein is his perfume." I said tearfully and lay down on the bed.

"I said it's hard to conceive yesterday you want me to cook fried chicken without chicken and now Clinton's perfume? What if I call him? " she was about to pick up his cellphone but I stopped him.

"Are you crazy? I really don't want to see his face. He's disgusting!" I hate to say that because that's the truth. I blocked him in my contacts. I buried all his pictures in the trash bin.

She grinned. "God! You're conceiving Clinton."

"I'm fine ma. But I have a problem." my hand is sweating with nervousness.

"What?"

"Mah,I'm pregnant." I closed my eyes for a few more seconds before she could answer.

"Y-You're such a disgrace Kylie Nicole !! How? I-I don't know what to say ! What will my friends there and your aunts say? Are you thinking ?! "

My tears flowed and covered my trembling mouth. Why is it hard for them to understand me? I am her child.

My chest curls up like it's being squeezed. A young woman like me who is going to be a mother needs the companionship of a mother who knows. But why is this? I know it's my fault.

"M-Ma I need you. Even just now." I sobbed and sighed.

"How many months has that been?" instead she asked.

"I-It'll be two months."

"Do an abortion. That's just blood for now! By the time it grows up that is hard to abort! If you don't want to be a young mother! Abort it! "

"W-What are you saying ma? Do you hear what you're saying?" anger welled up in my chest because instead of her helping me and being my mother, is this what she would say?

"Don't embarrass our family Kylie! Haven't you thought about using protection before bed your man irresponsibly?"

My head heats up at what he says. I don't think she's my mother!