Just Lust novel Chapter 38

"It's better to be a young mother mama than to have an abortion to be called a saint !I don't want to kill my baby! If you think I'm a disgrace then reject me! I do not care! Because now I'm rejecting you as a mother! "

"What-!"

I immediately turned off the call and started to cry. Just the other day I called Natalia. it was like I wanted to punish myself because I said I wanted to have an abortion. But every day that passes waking up in the morning and I feel him harden on my tyan makes me happy. I know I thought that wrong but I would never do that.

I picked up my cellphone again and I didn't on my own called papa who answered right away.

"Hello hija." I just heard papa's voice squeezing my heart. It's like I'm looking for an ally.

"P-Papa."

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm -pregnant."

He was silent on the other line. I know he's scared too.

"Is Clinton the father?" there was a temper in his voice.

"Yes papa."

"Then why are you crying?" I stopped crying at what I heard.

"Aren't you angry?"

"Why would I be angry ?Do you know that your mom got pregnant with you when she was only seventeen? "

The guts of her to tell me to have an abortion because I was still young? She turned out to be seventeen pregnant back then!

"W-What am I going to do papa?"

"Let me talk to your boyfriend." he finally told me.

"We're not in good terms yet. I don't want to see him."

He took a deep breath. "I'll support you . Who's taking care of you there?"

"My friend. I'm sorry papa I can't finish studyinh."

"I know .I have no right to scold you because I know in myself that I have great shortcomings as your father. But remember, child, even though I am not by your side now, I always pray for you and I worry about you. That's why I work hard to give you everything you want. You will come back to school after you give birth, don't worry. "

My tears flowed incessantly because I found a companion. For a pregnant woman like me I need that.

"Thank you papa .."

"I am worried about your condition hija. You know your aunt Magda has a hacienda in Tagaytay right ?fresh air there and lots of flowers and fruits in the hacienda. Your aunt is an old lady so she'll be happy if you're with her. "

In the pictures he is wearing a black shirt and pierced pants. His chest tattoo was visible on his shirt. His muscles were scratched. He's so obsessed with these pictures and I admit he's too badboy to look at. nakakalaway.

He was at the bar and his arm was leaning on the sofa in the pictures. His cousin was with him, only Sebe was missing.

"Your saliva is dripping." I realized what Jenn had said so I stared at her.

"Save it and hand it to me." I command here that she laughs.

At least, more remembrance before I leave tomorrow.

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My flight to Tagaytay took two hours from Manila. But it took another hour because I asked more questions about where Aunt Magda's Hacienda was. SHe is known here in Tagaytay. From the city I traveled to their town. which is called Hacienda Paraiso.

This is the name of my aunt's Hacienda. According to papa, when he called in the morning, he and his aunt talked and said they were excited to see me.

When I saw the sign on the side of the road where it had the name 'Hacienda Paraiso' and it still had an arrow. The sun was shining brightly and I think it was twelve o'clock at noon.

I was also not hungry because there was piles of food in the front seat by my side and water. Just a little tired .

The road to get there is bumpy and the grass grows on the side of the road. I even passed a wooden bridge under a stream that was very clear. I was amazed because it was so clear and I even saw small fish there.