Love You Like I Used To Forget It (Millie Bridge) novel Chapter 566

As he understood what I was implying, Irvin's eyes instantly welled up with tears. However, unlike his old self, he didn't stubbornly insist on being with me. He also didn't use our children as leverage to convince me to stay with him.

Irvin simply looked longingly at me with eyes that were red with unshed tears. "Alright. If there's ever a time I could use both of your help, I'll definitely ask."

The old Irvin was like an overgrown child. No matter how much he had claimed to love me, he had always loved himself most. Everything had revolved around his feelings.

He had also been afraid of getting hurt and betrayed. And because of this fear, he had been emotionally abusive toward me and had hurt me.

But the Irvin before me really had matured. He knew he hadn't actually slept with Grace and that he wasn't tainted. He even knew I was carrying his babies. Even so, he couldn't, wouldn't, and didn't want to force me into a dilemma.

He finally recognized how unforgivable all the things he had done in the past were. They were so unforgivable, in fact, that he felt he had no right to ask me for another chance.

Even after learning that he hadn't sullied himself by sleeping with another woman, Irvin still…

No. I should say he was now capable of loving me selflessly. It was the kind where seeing me alive and well was good enough for him.

Before, Irvin had been in despair because he believed he was no longer worthy of me. That was why he had given my and William's relationship his blessing.

However, that couldn't really count as him being happy for me. But now, he had finally learned what it means to truly love someone.

His response and restraint surprised me at first. But then, I sighed in relief and felt comforted.

Irvin and I had been in love since we were young. We had saved each other more times than we could count. So, even though the romance was gone, we still had a familial bond. Because of this bond, I wanted the best for him.

I also wanted to be able to get along with him, especially when we were going to have children together and would inevitably stay in each other's lives.

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The Ashford family owned the hospital where Irvin was being treated. So, naturally, William had immediately found out he had regained consciousness.

When Matthew had come to report the news, Noah also happened to be in the room.

Noah had already been worried that once Irvin woke up, he would use the babies as an excuse for him and me to get back together again. So when he heard the news, he became more anxious. In fact, he was more anxious than William and had come rushing to the hospital.

He wanted to advise me to never take Irvin back no matter what. He also planned to tell me that if I forgave Irvin, all of my past sufferings would've been for nothing. In his eyes, Irvin could never compare to his uncle, William.

William originally hadn't planned on heading to the hospital because he wanted to give me and Irvin space to reminisce. However, he was worried that Noah might do something to upset me out of anxiety. So, he quickly followed him.