Omega And His Alpha Mate novel Chapter 34

I'm never going to kiss him, I'm never going to show him how much I love him, I'm never going to make love to him, I'm never going to marry him, I'm never going to have kids who look like him, I'm never going to be with him.

"I...I-" I tried to say something but I couldn't.

I need to say something.

I cleared my throat and wiped my tears.

"O-Okay" I said "I-If it makes you happy, t-then okay"

He looked at me with a shocked and confused face.

Did he want me to say no?

"O-Okay" he finally said.

"If it makes you happy then I'm happy" I smiled even though the tears were streaming down my cheeks "It makes you happy, so I am happy, yeah I am happy, so happy"

I couldn't take this anymore.

I jumped up from my chair and got out of the room.

I passed everyone and headed outside.

I shifted into my wolf and went running into the forest.

I need to get away from everything.

I can't take this anymore.

Teddy's POV

Why is my mother shouting?

What is happening?

Where the hell am I?

"Why are you shouting?" I mumbled as I rubbed my forehead with my fingers.

"I'm sorry honey, Are you okay? how are you feeling?" She started asking me questions.

Then I remembered everything.

"I'm okay, just a little head ache" My eyes were still closed because I didn't want to see him.

"Mmmm...Mother can I talk to Max, alone?" I asked.

"Of course, honey"

She went out of the room and closed the door behind her.

"I-I-I'm S-Sorry" Was the first thing Max said before I can talk.

I opened my eyes and looked at him, he looked beautiful, like always.

"Please, sit down" I said in a trembling voice.

He sat down and looked to his lap, playing with his fingers. I could tell that he was nervous.

"Max" I whispered "I'm not going to kill you, you don't have to be nervous"

He looked up at me.

"I-I'm so s-sorry teddy, p-please forgive me" He started "I regret rejecting you, I really do. I thought that it will be better for us but it wasn't, I wasn't thinking and I got confused because I never thought that this could happen but it did and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry teddy. I don't expect you to forgive me but please let me show you how much I miss you and want you back, please teddy" He begged.

He was crying and I could feel tears starting to felled up my eyes but I didn't let them down.

"I have already made my choice" I said quietly.

I didn't want to do it.

But I have to.

I'm sorry, Max.

I'm so sorry.

I love you.

Max's POV

I ran further into the forest with tears running down my fur making it all wet and sticky.

My legs were hurting me from all the running but I didn't stop, I couldn't stop.

I need to get away from all my thoughts.

'Max, please I can't run any longer' My wolf begged for the tenth time.

I suddenly fell down to the ground, my legs were burning and my head was pounding.

I saw a small pond on my left.

I got up slowly but I fell down, I sigh and stood up again.

I walked carefully towards the pond and started drinking water from it.

Once I finished I layed down next to the pond.

My head was in between my paws and my tail was flat on the ground.

I watched as the ducks swam with there baby ducklings behind her.