Reject But Regret novel Chapter 7

My eyes started to fill up with tears. A single tear fell but I quickly wiped it away. "Don't you dare even call yourself my mate." I say before walking away this time blocking him out but let making sure he doesn't tackle me down to the ground again. I just leave him standing there.

I make it back to the pack house around 9 p.m. ish and go to my room where my three best friends are sitting on my bed. One look at them and feel like I'm about to brake. and of corse they had to ask the magic three words "are you okay?" they said it all at the same time. tears start to fall "no I'm not okay." I shake my head. okay fall was an understatement, tears were gushing. "I yelled at him and told him he isn't my mate. He looked so hurt and I felt him there watching me walk away from him. I'm a horrible mate." I cry even harder after the words are out of my mouth.

I felt a hard slap on my arm. "what wa that for I look at Shay and ask. "because your being a baby about shit! I understand he's your mate and rejected you but come on be a man about it you don't see him crying do you, no you dont! in stead u see him fucking Nicki the slut. I'm tired of seeing you crying so go out on some sexy ass clothes that we just bought and we are going to the party to night!" Shay yells. wait Shay yells I'm to stunned to do anything. she just yelled at me. the fuck?!

"GO! NOW!" she yells again. I pretty much run into my closet looking for something sexy to ware. "You guys too!" she yells at the other girls and they run to their rooms as well.

30 minutes later

I finally found something sexy to wear to this party and I decide to jump into the shower I get out and blow dry my hair I straighten it and now time for my make up. I add a little eyeliner on top and bottom, then I put on so mascara, I add a little bit of lip gloss to show off my full lips. I decide it's time to put on my clothes. I find a sexy hot pink push up bra with matching lace panties that only cover like 1/4 of my butt cheeks. I then side on my super short jean shorts that show a little of my butt. I then pull on my half shirt that's lime green that says 'Hi Boys' it shows of my toned tan tummy and my tribal tattoo that I just got about a week before we moved here. I chose to wear my white and lime green DC with hot pink socks. I put my I <3 boobies belt on. I check myself out in the mirror and get a huge smile on my face because I feel good for once. One thing was missing and that would be my bracelets. I hurry and slip them on. There perfect.

Shortly after I was done getting read the three girls come in to the room and they all check me out admiring my outfit and I do the same to them. Shay was wear white deme short with a black tank top with a bright purple shirt the showed her cleavage with her purple convers. Leanne was wearing red tight skinny jeans a white zip up hoodie and a black tank top under it with black vans. Jaci is wearing her black skinny jeans with the rips down the legs and looked like was fading gray in the center with a blue hoodie and a white tank top under it with her normal high tops. Shay curled her hair, Leanne left hers naturally wavy, and Jaci crimped it. I have to admit we were all looking hot for this party. "Damn we look good!" I finally say. they all laughed and agreed with me. "we told your parents and they think it will be good for u so let's go."

We get in to my car and start to head over to third in command John's house. He's really into parties so I hear their really crazy. We got there and people were every were. The stoner wolves were on the side of the house getting high, people were during on the porch and the music from in side was crazy loud we could hear it a mile away.

It was only 10:30 p.m. and it was this crazy already. Of corse I've never been to a party so I dont really know how they work. I park the car about a block away. good thing he lives out in the country. As we walk up to the front door we all were getting checked out when I seen my childhood friend jake standing by the front door. "oh my god jake is that you?" I say walking bet to him. "Lilly holy shit you super sexy now! how are you?" I blushed and looked away "thank you not so bad yourself. I've been better. Wanna hang out with me?" I asked him wit a goofy smile on my face. "Sure. wanna go get something to drink?" "sure. Care is my friends come with us?" "no not at all." We made our way in side to the kitchen. Have made us all two shots each of something strong. It will take more then that to get us drunk though because werewolves have an extremely fast metabolism so it takes longer to get us drunk but I can see these people have been partying way before we got here. He have me 3 more shots and I was start to really feel it. "Wanna dance with me?" he asks in my ear but I don't answer because of what I see. As jake whispers in to go dancing with him I see me 'mate' making out while grinding with Nicki. Of corse my night has been made (sarcasm). "Sure lets dance." I grab his hand and drag him out on the dance floor. My 'mate' can't get mad at me or him for anything he rejected me and he's over there sucking face. I get him on the dance and he grabs my hips and turns me so my back in to his chest.