Reject But Regret novel Chapter 8

I press myself against him and start moving my hip grinding on him. we started to really get into the dancing when we started to realize other people were watching us. jake keeps dancing so do I he takes my hand and spins me and pulls me back to his chest I then wrap one leg around his waist and he dips me down so low and my head is almost on the ground. jake then kisses my neck and I hear a very loud grown that send shivers down my spine and back.

He pulls me back up and bows his head to Jace. "Oh come on I'm having fun and you have to come and ruin it for me really! why don't you go and fuck another whore and leave me alone!" I scream at him not even caring about everyone around me. Jace grabs my hand and practically drags me out of the house "LET ME GO!" I scream and try to pull my arm free of his grasp which only makes him grab harder.

"Let me go." I say in a whisper as my tears start to fall no that we're deep in the woods. I don't even try to stop the tears from falling anymore everything that has gone wrong that I held in has finally broke me. "You had no right to scream that at me in front of MY pack! They look up to me I'm going to be their leader. You can't call me a whore in front of everyone! GREAT now I'm sure everyone knows now that YOUR my mate! Fucking Great!" that makes me cry even harder knowing he is ashamed that I'm his mate. I knew he didn't want me but it hurts hearing these words.

"Go to hell Jace! I didn't choose to be your mate! I didn't and don't want this! I don't want to feel this way, I hate the fact that I'm your mate! I prayed to the moon goddess that my mate would love me and want me to be his, but she was sadly mistaken matching me with you! You don't want me... I know why I know all the reasons why." I whisper the last part trying to calm myself before I completely crumble. "Tonight was my night to have fun, to forget you. Why do you keep hurting me. Rejecting me is one thing but through inch it in my face is another." I finally get my voice to sound stronger.

Jace just stands there looking puzzled trying to come up with something to say. I finally get sick of waiting and take off runny slipping out of his grasp and ran like my life depended on it, which somehow it did. I keep running till I'm at the back house and I run up the stairs and into me room and lock the door. So no one can get into my room. I pace back and forth trying to escape this horrible feelings of hurt an pain. Only thing I come up with is death.

Death or love

I took longer in the shower then I needed to and wrapped a towel around my waist. I walking into my closet to find something to wear. I chose a white v-neck shirt that hugged my body perfectly, then I found black skinny jeans that weren't to skinny so I could still dance and run in them. for my shoes I decided to go with my black Tom's. I through on my cross necklace that I always wear. I walk back into my bathroom and check myself out. I'm not going to lie I'm really hot and I know it so I don't really have to care about what I wear. I mess up my hair and put on some chap stick to make sure my lips don't get chapped. I then walk out and go to my car.

I hear my mate and her friends talking about how they look hot. I wanted to see what they were up to but I told my friend I would be there at his party so I decide just to ignore it not like my mate would have fun at a party. I then run down the stairs and out to my yellow mustang that looks like bumblebee from the transformers. I hope in and drive way from this hell.

It takes a while to get out to his house sense he lives in the middle of the woods but that's the perfect place to throw parties I guess. I get out and there's already a bunch of people here dancing drinking and smoking and looks like there all having a good time. I sigh 'time to have some fun' I think to myself.