Rejected Her for the Twins novel Chapter 15

I had nothing to say

And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me

(I was confused)

I let it all out to find

That I'm not the only person with these things in mind

(Inside of me)

But all that they can see the words revealed

Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel

(Nothing to lose)

Just stick, hollow and alone

And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real

I wanna find something I've wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say

I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face

(I was confused)

Looking everywhere only to find

That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

(So what am I)

What do I have but negativity

'Cause I can't the way everyone is looking at me

(Nothing to lose)

Nothing to gain, hollow and alone

And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real

I wanna find something I've wanted all along

Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own

And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed

I will never be anything till I break away from me

I will break away, I will find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long

(Erase all the pain till it's gone)

fifty-nine

sixty

sixty-one

sixty-two

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ninety-five

ninety-six

ninety-seven

ninety-eight

ninety-nine

ONE HUNDRED!!!!!!!!!!

By the time he was done whipping me one hundred fucking times, I was on the verge of passing out. I wish somebody would just find me already. I am loosing to much blood and me crying for the past two hours hasn't helped. Uh ohhh!! I'm starting to feel really light headed. Noooo!!! I can't go to sleep or I will pass out! What if I never wake up again?!??!!!?!?! But by that time it was to late.

The darkness welcomed me. Even though I didn't want it to. Maybe everything happens for a reason.

That was the last thing Whitney thought until she slipped into a coma.

BRITNEY'S POV

After the huge revelation my mom made, I am sitting here shocked. There is no way in hell that I am getting my wolf because Adrian is sure not getting his teeth any where near my neck. I have to admit it is pretty awesome that I have the potential to be a Gold wolf. I don't really know how much of this I want or not. Blaine must have been thinking the same thing because I heard him mutter

"Ohhh Shit!!!!!"

I have to admit that was pretty damn sexy o... I was cut out of my thoughts when my mom says

"Ok enough with the heavy. Lets talk about something really important"

I give her a questioning look and she says