The One Night Stand Queen novel Chapter 20

"It's all been a dream really. I mean the fact that am comfortable with being here with him is a mystery. Although the sensational feeling of waking up by his side day after day, and sharing his bed, It all just seems surreal and perfect.

"I Know, we can't keep living like this. With the kind of status he holds we won't be able to keep living with this arrangement....

"The rational part of me which has never let me down tells me things like this can't and might not go on forever. We've both tried to take advantage of the situation by getting to know each other and gaining closure but something in me is scared that he'll ask for marriage and am definitely not ready to go down that boat again"I thought grimly....

"After David, the theory of living in a white picket house is nothing but a joke now. So marriage between me and Alex will have to wait."I was then snapped out of my thoughts and back to reality as I felt Alex's gentle hand on my back....

"I hate that's he's always so caring.....

"I hate the fact that I can't find a single flaw in him, which can't be true. Every man has his own demons the same way he has his own fears and temptation.....

"I hate the fact that he's a good cook which makes him all the more perfect and husband material.

"I hate the fact that just a sight of him sends my heart and body ablaze in desire......

"I hate myself for lusting over him....

"And I hate myself for conceding to him even when I said I wouldn't....

"But I hate to admit the fact that聽 he's been nothing but attentive, loving, caring and real supportive even after our fight the other day, even after I slapped and yelled at him. I hate myself for being so weak and Letting my emotions to become my prison.

"This past few weeks since I haven't been able to leave the palace, I still have a life outside the little mess I created and put myself in. So I hired a temporary CEO to manage the company, the big and vocal decisions will be made by me so I work from home here in the palace. Managing my Empire, I mean I might have lost my virginity to stranger and gained a King as a suitor and the father to my child but I don't intend to lose my own palace and Empire just for a Man.

"Thankfully Alex had no problem in supporting my decisions, sometimes I had to travel if it was for an important board meeting I had to attend. If the board members and shareholders of my company think am not capable of running the company anymore they might try to replace me with someone else. Even if the company was funded by me,which is why since am going to be staying in Euronia for a while.

"Note, am not talking staying here forever so don't even think about marriage with Alex. I mean this country is Alex's domain and it wouldn't be fair if I run off his like that with his child to NYC. Which is why I started to view things in a more business like way, have decided to branch out Olivia's Empire here in Euronia.

"I mean we have like 19 branches in different parts of the world like, Spain, South Korea, China Shanghai, Hong Kong, Ukraine, Italy, Brazil, Mexico, New York which is the headquarter, Paris, Portland and many more....

"I then took my toothbrush and started to brush my teeth, I could feel Alex burning gaze boring a hole at the back of my head.

"I mean if looks could kill, I probably will be gone by now!

"Ignoring his ominous look I finish cleaning up my teeth before I heard him say.

"Why don't you take the drugs the doctor prescribed for your morning sickness. It won't be this worst if do take it" He says

"I know, but the doctor said, I could take the drugs to help with the morning sickness but did he say it will help stop it?. Besides I don't need it anymore it will soon be over"I say tired of arguing over the same issue.

"Over and Over again!

"Chill babe, it's just Morning sickness Okay?, It's no big deal. I can handle it"I say trying to bypass him into the room as he grabs my arm to stop me.