The One Night Stand Queen novel Chapter 25

"Seven months into my pregnancy and things have been going great but not too great with me and Alex though.

I don't really see much of him this days, it's either he's on a business trip or he's giving a speech in one of those social function which I've never been comfortable with. I've not really seen him for a while, he went on a business trip to Shanghai (China) and I freaking really miss him a lot. Not being in his company, felt like my heart had been ripped in half.

"Living with Alex these past few months, I never realized that I've fallen deeply in love with him that it hurts so much, I love Alex but a part of me is afraid he won't return that same love back to me. I keep wanting more from him not just marriage in paper and in bed but I really want us to have a marriage that he will be my partner, my companion, my lover, my comfort.

"I'll be the mother he never had, the father he lost, the sister and brothers he never had, I want to be his family, I want to be the one who knows all his deepest secret.

"The most important of them all is "I want to be his wife in every way".

"Your Majesty we've arrived"The chauffeur says.

"Give us a second to secure the perimeter"Victor the head guard says as he steps out of the car. I could hear him bark orders around, after a few minutes he the opens the car door.

"perimeter Secured Your Majesty, you can go in"He says swiftly as he helps me out of the car. Yeah I hate when he does those two things but it's all for my own good and safety I guess.

"I definitely will not get used to this will I?"I murmur to myself as I step out of the Range Rover Looking around cautiously as I spot the line of cars that pose as my escort all transporting the guards.

"See this is what Alexanda means by security details. I mean it's not so subtle, before we can even get to anymore people already know who's in the car.

"I grimace as I walk past the security guards all lined out in my Mother's front porch. They all look so daunting with their tailored black suit. Some wearing bulletproof pads, I can't even differenciate the female guys from the male Because they all look the same.

"This is what I hate!

"Unwanted attention!

"Walking past the threshold, I knocked on her door. As my Mon answered the door with a look of surprise and shock on her face smiling as she ushers me inside .

"You shouldn't have stressed yourself in coming here. I would have come to see you myself"She says giving me a warm hug as we both move to sit on the couch. Mom them rush into the kitchen to grab my favorite baked goods and some tea.

"No, it's okay really. I had to oversee some issues in my office, so I thought I could drop by and see how you're doing.

"Of course siliy"She says as she takes a sip from her cup of tea.

"Well I think am in love with Alex. I wasn't expecting to feel this way about him, I don't know how it happened or how things between us escalated but one thing I know for sure is that am deeply and madly in love with him.

"Ollie that isn't something you should be worried about. I mean it's a relief , I always thought maybe I made a mistake in letting you marry him."She says as her eyes slightly waters...

"I mean it's a good thing, it's wonderful that you've fallen in love with him. Not many get the chance to, so Why are you upset?"She asks with a confused look on her face.

"I might have not been successful in my marriage with your father but yours turned out great. Because in marriage there should be love, care and trust besides I don't want you to become like me trapped in a loveless marriage. Why do you think I left your father"She says with a sad look on her face....

"I was so In love with him to the extent that I lost myself. I lost myself in the process of wanting to reshape myself just for him. Which is so wrong, a man who truly loves you. Won't want you to change a thing and he definitely wouldn't cheat on you聽 either"She says as he voice thickens with emotions.

"I know and that's what am scared of Mom, I'm afraid he'll leave me or not return the love I have for him. A part of me is freaking out and am scared of the rejection that I might face yet again. Besides so far I haven't been really lucky in the love department have i? I say sadly as tears slip from my eyes....