The One Night Stand Queen novel Chapter 32

"Why?

"Because I want everything you have"She shrieks....

"But that's not possible, can't we just be close again...."I ask frustratedly...

"In your dreams sweetheart, Because that would be over my dead body"She says grimly.

"You Olivia were a mistake and I wished you were dead....

"Please just stop this rivalry...."I say as my heart clenched with pain..

"Please ...Please ..."I murmur just them streams of sunlight burst through like somekind of hurricane blinding my eyes from the darkness.

"Just then that hand pulling me down releases me from it's hold amd my eyes struggled as my Brain pulls me into consciousness and out of the abyss...

"As I heave out loud whispering...

"Alex...

"Ollie?"An uncertain voice calls out.

"Oh My God Ollie"The same voice screams as I faintly heard footsteps rushing towards me as unfamiliar hands touched me.

"Thank God, You're awake"The voice says...

"Nurse, nurse"She screams in a hurried tone.

"You scared the life of me anf your husband has been worried sick about you. I should get the doctor"The voice says rushing out of the room as I heard the loud bang of the door closing.

"Grumbling and moaning out in pain as my head thudded and I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen, I finally strained to open my eyelids. Trying to recollect and remember what the hell was happen...

"I suddenly feel like am having an out experience, it's like I don't own my body and it feels all so foreign.

"Just then a everything slams into me, Alex, Jeremy, Hailey's visit. Oh My God my baby"I suddenly thought as I tried to sit up searching frantically.

"Or was it all a dream"I thought as I try to calm down as a habit to calm my flustering heart I placed my hands on my stomach and that baby bump was gone. I stare down at myself gasping as I see a flat stomach with no sign of pregnancy...

"What did hell Is happening?

"Where's my baby, my baby."I thought as adrenaline burst through me.

"Where's my baby?"I thought as I take a closer look observing at the room seeing a IV fluids connected to my arms and the beeping sound of the machine with the smell of antiseptic.

"Am in the hospital, what the hell happened?"I thought as fear begins to gwaned at my skin.

"The door opens with someone rushing in accompanied with the doctor and some nurses, taking a closer look I then sight my Mom.

"Oh cupcake"Shs exclaims as she rushes to my side.

"Mom I want to see my baby, I don't have Alex anymore I need to my baby."I tell frantically..

"Maybe I went to far this time, I never should have said those harsh words to her...

"I shouldn't have let my emotions take control, hate, anger and jealousy I rained down those fierce and horrible emotions on Ollie and now am totally broken...

"A part of me thought I would be satisfied to mess with her picture perfect life but am not. I only feel more sad, anxious, angry, disgusted at myself, cheap and depressed. Maybe Ollie was right ...

"I had failed to see that I had actually been dependent on her without knowing it, she always tolerated my tantrums and harsh character ever since we were little. But it isn't my fault for being this way, they made me this way.

"They gave all the love, adoration and praises to Ollie. I never got to shine just because Ollie shone the brightest which means there's no space for me in the room. Truthfully have always felt this way. Have been a daughter to my father, a daughter to my mother, a girlfriend to my boyfriends but still yet I was never enough....

"Infact I never will be....

"I'll always be the failure, the accident prone twin, the dumb twin, the rebellious one. That has been a brand given to me by my family and even the media...

"Even people who know nothing about me just see me that way... I try to be good sometimes but it just ends in catastrophe....

"I try to be the better twin but nobody sees me ....

"Am I just at fault?

"Or is it just the way I was raised....

"Will I ever be good enough?

"Will I?I ask myself as tears rolls down my eyelids as I try not to think of the horrible things have done just to prove I can be just like her...