Her Innocence novel Chapter 18

Janet Rivera's POV

I felt comfortable, safe and so warm. The pillow today was warmer than before. I snuggled deep as I wrapped my arms around the pillow. The pillow was a bit hard- wait. My eyes jolted open as they meet Nathan's face. He was still sleeping as his eyes were shut closed and lips a little apart. His one arm was above his head and the other on my waist. I didn't push myself away because I knew he didn't do this on his own. I actually loved the position. I blushed bright as he moved closer, my eyes went to his lips. Those lips that I so many times, almost kissed. His hair was on his forehead as I bought my hand up and pushed it away. My eyes closed only for a second and when I opened them, they went straight to his blue orbs, which were wide open. I gulped as we kept staring at each other. He smirked as he moved a little, making our bodies push against each other. My breath hitched as he spoke, his voice husky.

"Good morning, dear."

"Good morning." I mumbled as he kept staring at me with no other words spoken. He was watching as if he was trying to memorize me.

"Want to go the hospital with me today?" He asked as he laid his back on the bed and watched the ceiling with his one hand still on my waist.

"Yes, I would love too." I said with excitement.

"Then get ready, dear." He said as he kissed my forehead, really quickly and left the bed with a smirk. I didn't even have the time to comprehend what happened right now. He went to the bathroom and didn't turn back as I signed.

Wow! That kiss was so beautiful and cute.

I touched my forehead where he placed his lips and couldn't help but smile. I could still feel his lips on mine, that made my heart jump. I want him to kiss me again, and I don't want him to hesitate.

I got out the bed and went to the kitchen and checked out on Lydia if she had made breakfast and she was almost done. I went back to the room and checked if Nathan came out of the bathroom or not. But he was still in there. I grabbed my clothes from the closet and went to the other bathroom that was downstairs. I took a shower quick as I didn't want Nathan to be late because of me. I sat in the dining room and waited for him to come as Lydia placed all the food.

"Ma'am?" She called me as I turned to face her.

"Can I go home now?" She asked as her face was filled with concern.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I eyed her.

"My father is sick and there is no one to take care of him." She said as a tear escaped her eye.

"Oh god! You can go home." I said as I stood up and pulled her for a hug. She suddenly started crying as I rubbed her back, soothing her.

Oh god! Not again. I thought about her luscious body. Her small waist, her round hi-

I was losing control just by looking at her wearing jeans or any other clothes that showed only a tiny bit of her skin. I was helpless. But I have to control myself, I will wait till she is ready no matter how much time its going to take. Well, I hope that time comes soon.

"Nathan, look that baby is yawning!" She said as she jumped on her heel while pointing her finger at the baby. I saw the baby yawning as he gurled and then my gaze turned back to Janet as her eyes sparkled.

"Yeah, he is cute." I told her still watching her. I thought about our moment that happened this morning and couldn't help but smile. I kissed her temple this time as she turned to face me with wide eyes.

"Nathan?" She whispered as I smirked at her, devilishly.

"What?" I asked rather innocently as she blushed. "Don't you like it, when I kiss you?" Her eyes cast down as I trapped her in between the glass in the wall and my arms. I felt goosebumps on her arms as I pressed my body on her. Her chest was pressed into mine as I took her hands and raised them above her head.

"N-Nathan what are yo-" She couldn't finish her words as my phone rang, filling its annoying sound around the quiet room. I groaned as I ignored it and then it rang again. In irritation, I picked up the phone and didn't see the caller ID.