Her Innocence novel Chapter 35

I quickly took off the towel and changed into the revealing clothes, making sure Nathan won't come back.

I looked into the mirror and saw my dress wasn't that revealing but adorable. It was nice and warm so I didn't complain. Although my legs were exposed, showing off the bruises, but my back was covered. Except my shoulder and when I looked closer, I saw a red mark at the side of my neck. Yes, that was done by Nathan. A mark that I was happy to see. I wore my slippers and walked towards the living room where he was typing in his phone. The moment I walked in; his eyes started roaming around my body.

"Gosh! Now looking at you, I shouldn't have made you wear it." He muttered as he eyed me, making me look away and gulp again.

"Don't you like it?" I asked.

"It's too body showing for my own good." He whispered and walking closer to me. His eyes stayed on me, as his hand went on my hip, making some circles with his thumb. My breath hitched as he leaned closer. Suddenly I heard my stomach grumble making Nathan chuckle. I face palmed myself trying to hide from any more embarrassment.

"You must be hungry. Cause I am." He stared at me as he walked towards the kitchen and made me sit on the counter.

"You should have told me. Let me make you something." I told him as I started to get off the counter.

"Actually, Lydia made lunch for us and left. You can call her again for tonight." He stated as I nodded. "And I was not hungry for the food though." He added as I raised my eyebrow

"What?" I didn't hear what he said properly. He shook his head with a secretive smirk and grabbed a bowl filled with spaghetti and meatballs. My mouth watered as he handed me a fork and sat on the stool.

"Let's dug in."

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"Take care, okay? And call Lydia to give you company." He told me as he kissed my forehead and walked toward his car in a hurry.

"I will. Be safe." I smiled as he nodded and got into his car not before winking at me making butterflies erupt in my stomach. The car reversed out of the gate and into the road. I went inside and sat on the couch and picked up the book I was reading. It was called 'Pride and Prejudice'. I only read a few pages and I wanted to read more. I was getting better with new words. If I don't know what a word meant I could ask Nathan or I could check on the internet. I do know how to use the internet and use many functions in the mobile. Nathan even helped me in using his laptop which was a little hard but I am getting the hang of it.

It was almost 10 as I went towards the kitchen and heated up some food for myself and ate it alone while missing Nathan badly. I hope he had eaten his food. I picked a pack of popcorn and microwaved them. Putting the bunch in the bowl I headed towards the living room.

I sat on the couch, placing the bowl on the dinner table and turning on the T.V. Going through the list of movies, I stopped and searched for one movie Valeria suggested I watch. She told me that it would help me in finding out how to make baby. I know I told them it would be hard to get naked in front of him. But I can try I mean, she also said that it would happen sooner or later and she also said that I should know how it happens. So, the movie was called the 'Notebook'.

I played it and watched it with interest, waiting for that one part so eagerly. The love of Noah and Allie was filled with fun at the beginning but later the troubles they went through and the fight they still had for each other was really impressive. The intimate scene was filled with love and passion, she was happy with it.

Will I feel like it?

The couple went through so many troubles and still end up together. And at the end, Noah, her husband stayed with Allie, his wife after she couldn't even remember him. He still stayed and never gave up, and finally died together. I was crying by then. That was something I wanted. I mean, I believe, Nathan will never leave me. But the thing is even after many problems we face, our love should be stronger than those problem. I want him to still be by my side. Even if I am angry at him, I want him to stay with me, confront me, hug me, kiss me, do anything to make me come back to him. And as for me I'll do the same no matter what. I won't give up.

Our love? I love him.

I love Nathan.

Okay.

I waited for a few minutes and checked the time it was almost 12.

I will be home early, maybe. But that doesn't mean you will wait for me. Go to sleep, dear.

I hugged the pillow as I wished it was him.

I want to sleep with you. I miss you.

I was having second thoughts if I should send it or not but then without thinking I did.

I miss you too my baby. Just try and when you wake up, I'll be right beside you.

Goodnight.

I huffed as I scooted towards his side of the bed and hugged his pillow tighter.