Rejected But Pregnant novel Chapter 29

I laughed lightly at him and nodded my head at him. "Alright" I whispered looking up at him I hugged him "You guys mean so much to mean, and I want to thank you all for everything you've done for me. You guys are my family not them"

Bane nodded his head "And you're our family"

"Ready to go?" I asked pulling away from Bane, smoothing sown my dress self-consciously.

"Yeah" Bane and the guys choired back, looking at the cars lined up behind mine I sighed. Since I knew the way to Moon Leaf pack I would be the one to lead them there.

"And don't worry you look beautiful" Bane reassured me. I smiled at him looking down at my white sundress that had thick straps and a brown leather belt at the waist, I paired it with brown leather knee high boots, feathery earrings, leather bracelet, and sunglasses. I curled my hair, even if I didn't care I still wanted to look hot.

"Okay good" Sighing I slipped into the front seat and started the car. We were on the road in seconds, all of the cars were following me, but I really didn't pay attention. All I could think about was I was going back to the place of my torment, with a baby, a new pack, and a new family.

About 2 hours into the drive Leo woke up.

"Mom?" Leo called sleepily to me.

"Yes baby?" I answered.

"Are we in California yet?" he asked his voice still rough with sleep.

"Sorry baby no we still have a good 9 hours left" I told him sadly.

"He mom?" Leo started "Do you think dad will like me?"

I gasped shocked why would Leo ever question himself? "Of course he will love you Leo. You two are so much alike you two could be confused as twins! You both like football, the outdoors, and look alike" I confessed to him. I must have shocked Leo into silence because, I never talk about Leo.

"Are you sure?" Leo questioned again.

Life is hell. Excruciatingly agonizing torture.

The problem was her. I couldn't get her out of my head. No matter what, I knew deep down that she was the only one I'd ever love. I fucking loved her, for fuck's sake! I felt like a desperate man... who was I kidding? I was a desperate man. There was that one moment that I'd had her back in my arms, and that was heaven. I was the happiest man alive in that one moment. And then, I screwed it up just like I do with everything.

Thankfully everything financially pertaining to the pack was amazing. My only real problem it the Blood thirst brothers thinking of them out in the world causing havoc. And my sweet mate, my only true love, my Kaily was out there where I couldn't protect her. It is all my fault for here not being in my arms, happy and laughing.

I'm 22 now and I'm miserable and it's all my fault.

It was my own fault in the first place that I'd decided to reject Kaily and fuck Shelly, but fuck, that was the only way I could let out my pent up frustration. I had to admit, I was guilty of pretending that Shelly was a certain someone during our sexcapades, and I felt guilty afterwards for using her. But she didn't seem to mind, and I made the excuse that Shelly was better than one night stands. I knew I'd been a complete ass sometimes, but I couldn't help it; the frustration of my situation just got to me sometimes. I sighed and took off my glasses, rubbing my eyes. Fuck it, I knew I couldn't work, and I sighed.

I headed towards the window in my office and gazed out the forest covered grounds. I couldn't believe that I marked someone else other than my love, Kaily. I just had drunk to much alcohol one night and imagined that Kaily was Shelly and marked her, in the morning I realized what I had just done.