The One Night Stand Queen novel Chapter 11

"Feeling a bit sore from yesterday but still yet I don't want this pure pleasure to end. So I enjoyed both the friction of pain and pleasure together as he thrusts into me slowly but then roughly then he picks up the pace at the same time. As he rides me into climax and I felt like I could die from just pure sheer pleasure as I rode onto my release I then screamed his name but then

He whispers: "Yes, yes , yes baby. Fuck Regina I love you.

"Fuck!

"Suddenly all the fire raging in me quenched like a bucket of ice cold water which has been doused on me."

"I'm Currently struggling now, trying hard to breathe, my heart beating wildly like it would explode. The room that had been bathed in golden sunlight is now as red as blood."

"As hot and red as death."

"I could barely see him through the haze hovering around me as my mind begins to crumble. I could barely hear him through the maelstrom in my head, through the memories, the fear, the pain, all tied up together like some horrible, violent monster hurricane that's intent on swallowing me whole.

"Regina".

"Who the fuck is she?.

"Have I made the wrong judgement again. Is she like a girlfriend of his? First love? Or his fiancee??

"Sweet Lord!

"Does he have a wife?

"No it can't be. I don't want to be a home wrecker."I thought to myself as my mind raves at the speed of light.

"Or am I already one?

"Lord please I definitely did not just sleep with a married man" I pray silently.

"With all my silent prayers and invigorating thoughts and rather depressing pep talk, I push him off of me and slid out of bed gathering up my clothes that were still lying in a heap near the door, Trying my best not to cry.

"After having mind blowing sex I find out he was sleeping with me while having someone else in mind just the thought of that makes me feel disgusted at myself and at him. I was real stupid to follow a complete stranger to his penthouse, I mean what was I expecting Gold rose beds?".

"I know last night was your first, am sorry if you think I took advantage of you for my own needs. Is that why you're leaving, please don't go just yet. I know last night was important to you " he says with a pained expression on his face

"Do You?"I step back a bit huffing angrily that he doesn't seem to get the whole situation.

"You dumbass, it's not about you taking advantage of me. It's about you sleeping with me but having someone else in mind. It's the most disgusting feeling ever, it's like been used by you"I say trying not to fall apart as I walk towards him not being able to control my anger anymore, I hit my fists on his chest repeatedly I wanted him to feel the same cold feeling and pain I'm currently experiencing right now. I know the blows I unleashed on him continuously won't do any good or make any difference since he just stands without moving an inch. All the Bones in my body screams for release, the release of my anger, I need to unleash all my anger on him if not it will definitely eat me up.

"I'm sorry." He says regret laced in his voice, and when I turned my head and looked at him in the eye, the look on his face just makes my heart crumble the light I had glimpsed last night in his eyes is now gone. Instead I only see endless pools of regret in his eyes.

"Suddenly I feel all the more disappointed and my body sag in fustration. "Just let me go," I say weakly "Just let me get the hell out of here."

"I'm sorry, I truly am." he says again as he stares at me and then at his feet. "I didn't know. I thought--I didn't know," he say starmering and mustering his words repeatedly.

"He then reached for me, and I immediately flinched." When he noticed my reaction he froze, his face tight, taut and hard as if I'd hit him.

"I didn't know," he said yet again, and though I still didn't understand what he's trying to say, I wasn't about to ask. Right now, I don't care. All I care about is just wanted out of there.