Alana novel Chapter 1

I watch as my 'mate' disappears away from the alleyway and I let out a frustrated yell.

I don't want to make her feel like this, but what would the others say when I have a...black mate.

I know I sound racist but put yourself in my shoes. Your whole families white and all your friends too, how would you feel?

'But she's your mate. The spirits designed her for you. For us' my wolf growls at me and I roll my eyes.

"There's nothing I can do," I replied while walking back to the cafe.

'You're gonna put us in pain when she rejects us you inconsiderate imbecile'

'Hey watch it'

He growls one more time before going back to the back of my head.

Peace.

"Dude what the hell was that?!" Dustin yells. I caught him smiling at her earlier and it took all the restraint I had to not rip out his throat.

"Were you spying on us?" I growl at him and he backs down...only a little.

"Yes. I was. Just ensuring that you wouldn't do anything stupid but obviously, you did!" He yells again and I find myself growling louder.

"Remember who you're talking to Dustin" I warn him before barging past leaving him standing there.

Oh did I mention I was soon to be Alpha?

Alana's POV

Sitting on the bathroom floor I sucked in a breath as the blade slides across my skin. Relief and relaxation soon course through me as the pain becomes numbing. I sit and watch the blood drip before I erupt in a fit of sobs.

Every day I'm reminded. I'm disowned. Alone. Ugly. And black.

Once upon a time, I used to love my color. Embrace it even. But ever since I've moved here... It's been hell.

Knock knock knock! My bathroom door rings.

Crap. That must be Chance.

"Uh... I-I I'm coming" I curse silently before rinsing my hand scowling at the pain.

Alright then,

No questions?

After a few seconds, I decide to respond, kissing him back full force. My hand slips to his neck pulling him closer and although I'm aroused...I can't help but feel that what I'm doing is wrong.

I felt tingles, sure but it wasn't like the toe-curling fireworks that the girls feel in the fiction books.

It's fiction.

Right.

He groans and pulls back looking me dead in the eye.

"Reject him." I nod absentmindedly and his lips are back on mine, moving in sync. He grips my butt lifting me and carrying me to my bed.

What is happening?!

I was about to pull back when a dreadful growl was heard causing both Chance and me to freeze.