Avoiding The Gang Leader novel Chapter 8

"I dont get you,you don't want me but you dont want me to be with anyone else."

"You wouldn't understand. "He mumbled

"You're scared."

"Shut your fucking mouth. "He hissed 

"Its true though. "I shrug not really caring . I went back around the counter to cash out some customer's items. Leo stood to the side waiting until I was finish 

"Listen,just come somewhere with me."

"Okay. "I said. Even though I wanted to out with Anthony Leo is just different I always want to spend time with Leo

Leo waited until I was finish I went into Aunt May's office to tell her I was leaving 

Leo grabbed my hand and we walked to his car that was parked across the road in the parking lot. We ordered korean food from a restaurant and collected it

"You know we have a 8:30 curfew right?" I asked Leo as we drove on the slightly busy highway. The curfew was set this morning and knowing Leo we wouldn't be back until midnight so I had to tell him. I really want to ask about last night but I know I would get frightened or even start crying so I didnt ask

"I know. "Leo smirk. He grab my hand. I blush at that and looked out the window

We were driving towards a hill top and I look at Leo curiously. He didnt look at me just brought my hand to his lips and kiss the back of it

We stopped in a open space and got out the car. The place was dark but the car light was enough . Leo walked over to me and took my hand he started walking closer to the edge of the cliff and I started to get nervous.

Was he gonna throw me over ?

Kill me and leave me here?

Leo stopped and snake his arms around me from behind. "Relax"He whispered in my ears and I would be lying if I said his voice wasnt a turn on

I relax and Leo moved us a little closer,closer until I could see over the cliff. I gasp at the beautiful light I was looking at

This... this is amazing,so pretty. "I said stilling looking at the different color lights  the moving ones were from the cars. This is so peaceful

"Thought you'd like it."

"You come here a lot?"

"Yeah when things get complicated."

"Like if being a leader gets frustrating?"I ask

Leo chuckled and continues to suck on my neck

I was on top of Leo with him rubbing my back and kissing my hair every now and then. We have been laying like this for about fifteen  minutes now after waking up, naked just enjoying the moment. Last night we had sex in Leo's car and he wanted to go another round but me having self control manage to get us to my apartment first before continuing.

I was glad Leo didn't leave after f*cking me, or maybe he isn't gone yet because I said I wanted to talk.

I wanted to talk about us and we're we stand

I release myself from his hold and move to turn off my 9:30 am alarm. Covering myself with my blanket I turn to Leo who now had his back against the headboard in his boxers and drinking something from a bottle. I roll my eyes at his drinking habit and went to use the bathroom wincing every step from the pain I was feeling in my ass. I came back and sat on my side of the bed playing with my fingers

"So um Leo, is this just for your fun? are you gonna leave again and come back whenever you want?"I got straight to the point not intentionally but it was the question that rest on my mind.

"I'm gonna leave. " He mumbled

"Oh... well you-you can't continue to use me. "I whispered tears threatening to fall from my eyes and I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from sobbing. I cross my arms and looked away from him

I don't know why I was gonna cry I should be glad he was leaving. He is dangerous after all... but I like him. I don't know why I like what he does to me but I like him too.

"Are you crying?"Leo ask turning me around  to see if I was crying and indeed tears were rolling down my face unstoppable