My Innocent Girl novel Chapter 51

"Vincent really, just listen--"

"You know what? I don't wanna force you! You can leave if you want to! Any fucking time!"

She came towards me and looked into my eyes. "Tell me, do my eyes tell you that I think like this"

"You know what? I am done being lied to by your eyes! I am done!"

"Vincent at least... listen to me..."

"Speak" I scoffed.

"I didn't mean that... I was about to say that I am happy that you didn't give me a choice at the start..."

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Ashley

"But you do think that I forced you!"

"No, no one can force someone to love--"

"I will talk to you later!" He went out of the room. I followed him but he looked at me with a death look and I nodded hesitantly and went back to the room. I don't know what he is gonna do. Is he gonna book a different room or something?

I closed the door and sadly sat down on the bed. Just one sentence and everything ruined. He never understands once he misunderstands. I never wanted him to think like that... I just meant that even if it was bad at the start, I really love it all now. But I am stupid.

I received a call. 

"Pack everything, we will leave in an hour"

Ashley

"Pack your stuff, we will leave in an hour!" I heard the call and it ended the same second. It was of course Vincent, but his voice was angrier and darker. I don't even know why he is suddenly so angry? I mean, okay, he is a little angry but... isn't this overreacting?

I sighed on my thinking. I don't know about him, but I am definitely overthinking. I don't wanna go back, we just came and I planned so much. I can't ruin it all just of one stupid mistake I made.

I went out of the room to search for him. 

I saw him sitting on one of the sofas in the reception. I went to him.

"Vincent..." I whispered. He looked at me and then near me.

"Where are the suitcases?"

"Uh, let's talk this out, please come with me--"

"Do you wanna create a drama over here in front of everyone for this?"

"Okay" he scoffed. Then he took my hands and placed them above me and I looked at him. He then kissed me and I didn't kiss him back because I don't know what he was treating me like. I regretted it instantly because he got away and looked at me again.

"Listen Ashley, kiss me when I kiss you" He said in a threatening and calm tone. I nodded and kissed him back. I didn't feel any goodness. What had happened to him suddenly?

He got away and sighed. "Okay, we are staying"

I took deep breaths. I was feeling so suffocated.

"Vincent... Vincent, please tell me what can I do to make us like before..." 

He smirked. "Nope. Now I will show you, what being forced feels like"

I was scared when I heard that. "What... what do you mean?"

"I mean, well, you will see the live show. Why need a demo?"

"Vincent, I really didn't mean it!" I almost yelled because I was frustrated. Why the hell would he get so angry over something that wasn't even that big! I mean, okay damn he was angry when he misunderstood me but why now!?

"Don't raise your voice or I will raise my hand!"

My breath shattered and I nodded. He scoffed and went out of the room while the door closed. I cried and cried. I don't know how my some words can change everything to this limit. He is suddenly like all about revenge and stuff? Didn't he "love" me?

Well, I was more bothered by his 'live show'. He said he will show me what being forced feels like... what is he gonna do? I don't want him to do something that would make me hate him too...