The Austin Arrangement novel Chapter 20

JEREMY

If things between my Arranged wife and I weren't bad enough,now I have to sit through a dinner of 6 and play the role once again.

My life is just one big fucking act,like a play I didn't want to be apart of from the very beginning.

Things between us are twisted now more than ever,ever since our foolish attempt at a three way. Fuck!! I don't even know what that was.

Vanessa was partly naked in front of me,kissing Alissa like she had done it a thousand times.I was already riled up,but witnessing that before me just made it worse.

A man has his needs and I had gone a week without mine being met.How the fuck was I suppose to restrain myself in a situation like that.

Nine more fucking Months!!

"Jeremy,Do you want to check on your wife and see if she's okay?"My Mother asked,as she set the meal in the middle of the table.

"I'm sure she's fine."I dished some food onto my plate feeling their eyes on me.

Do men really do these things for their wives? Hold their hands in everything they do,treating them like they're incapable of doing things for themselves.

My Mother is trying her best to mould me into this perfect devoted husband, which it's clear that I'm not but she's trying all the same.

It's just a waste of time in my opinion, I am who I am..Wife or not. There's no changing me.

For now I'll play the role to keep everyone happy,but when this year of marriage is over..I'M DONE!!

"Jeremy.."My Mother glared at me,giving me the stone cold look I've become familiar with over the years.

Not my younger years,but the older ones.

I placed my cutlery down and stood from the table without a word.

I was starving after a long day at the office,on top of that I was pissed that I couldn't even enjoy a meal and leave.

I walked the stairs towards my old bedroom,the door was partly opened and I extended my hand and pushed it even further.

Adding Fuel to the Fire!! She was undressed,well as undressed as I had ever seen her.

A matching baby blue Bra and panties were on show from behind,while she moved a navy dress up her legs.

Look Away,I willed myself. Tare your eyes away and leave the room.

You don't even like the woman..Not one bit!!

Vanessa turned slightly and jumped when she saw that I was standing by the door."Jeremy,What are you doing"Her words had come out shaky.

"Well my mother was rather insistent that I come check up on you,you've been up here awhile."

"You didn't give me time to change at the studio."She slipped her arms into the tight fitted midi dress and moved it over her shoulders.

"Were you watching me from the door all this time?"

I scoffed,walking into the room."It's not as if you were hiding,the door was open."

Her eyes followed me as I passed her and she turned around so I couldn't see her exposed back,her zipped was down and I knew she wasn't able to do it up herself. That had me smirking even more. WOMEN!!

I looked through the many books on my bookshelf,books that had belonged to the old me. Back when I had time to read,when I had less important things to do with my day."Who was that Guy in your studio?"

"Um,He's a friend. Alex is his name."

I chuckled."Friend,Yeah Right! He looked like a lot more than just a friend from where I was standing.

If you're screwing him be discreet about it."

"I'm not having.."

"I don't care."I interrupted her."I don't need to know,no one does.

"And I got dragged into it,Lucky me."I said,in sarcastic tone."I had to give up my whole life for this."

She crossed her arms over her chest."Whole life..As in women. Is that really all you think about,Jeremy?"

"Absolutely,it's all i think about.

There's nothing better than that feeling of being inside a woman,having that control over someone else's body..

You know what it's like to have a man between your legs,Right?"

She tucked a lock of hair behind her ear,looking awkward over the change of topic."We should join the others downstairs.

Do you..Um..Will you zip me up? If I ask someone else it's just going to look strange since we've been up here all this time."

Fuel to the Fire!!

I stood in front of her,my arms circled around her body as I reached for the zip. Fuck I need to get laid!!

Her smell was sweet and frankly alluring,making me want to do things I know I shouldn't. Being sex deprived was having an effect on me.

The woman I disliked was tempting me,despite what I told her an hour previous in the studio.

"Jeremy.."She whispered my name. Her face was just inches from being pressed against my chest.

I pulled back and looked at her, following her eyeline down to my cock that was bulging against her leg.

Of course i was hard,it's been 3 days since I've had a women.

"That's the effect I have on you."

She tilted her head up and looked at me,her fingers curving around the edging of the desk she was still sitting on."Is sexual frustration getting the better of you again.

I'm the women you hate..Isn't that right?"