The Last White Wolf novel Chapter 22

"Ahum!!" Forrest cleared his throat as I looked to see them looking in the opposite directions of us. Finally realizing I was bumping and grinding with Austin in front of them I blushed slowly removing my arms from around him. I heard Silas snicker when Austin backed away from me and walking over to Forrest. Silas nudged me with his elbow grinning as I quickly looked over to see Jett walking over to us. He gave me a dirty look until Austin growled at him.

"Bye Forrest," Silas said then look at me pushing me over to Austin. I turned back to him and glared seeing as he found this as a funny game.

I dug my eyes deep into the snow hiding the blush, "bye Austin..."

"Really?" I heard him hiss as I looked up at him. He smiled, "I will be back."

"N-no I d-didn't mean it t-that way-" the familiar soft heart warming lips smashed to mine but parted shortly with a laugh.

"I know. We'll find him." He assured before they shifted running deeper into the forest. I pouted weakly wishing I could have gone but then I remembered the kiss, a smile slowly creeping on my face as Silas grinned at me. I groaned walking away from that stupid face he was making, purely mocking me from behind.

"It's okay Chance, I'm sure he'll grind you once he's back."

"I rather have him not!" I spat quickening my pace.

"Wait, yall haven't mated yet...?"

"N-NO!! WHY WOULD I MATE WITH HIM!?"

Silas made a devilish face bringing his hand over his mouth, "Ohhh I'm telling Austin..." I exhaled deeply frustrated with his teasing. It's not that I didn't want to mate with Austin but...was there really such a way? Of course I've never seen a gay wolf couple, well not in my tribe that is but... wait.

Silas turned to me raising an eyebrow, "Do you love him?"

"Milo?" his name calmly escaped my lips and I knew I had no permission to call his name.

"No, Austin."

"I have an attraction for him...I don't think its love...I don't know what love really is..." I stammered my words trying to not sound to stupid.

"I see," he nodded laying back on the bed. I stared at his black wild hair wondering if it was a good choice to say I love him or not. I mean I don't want to lose Austin but surely, there's going to be a person he soon finds during the mating party. A slight sharp pain passed through me just at the thought, I flopped down next to Silas sighing. He ran his fingers through my hair basically petting me gently, "It's okay. You have all the time you need to figure that out."