The Last White Wolf novel Chapter 27

'You're going overboard,' my wolf whispered in the quietness of the room.

How? He did this to me! He said he wanted to protect me, he said he wouldn't let anything bad happen but, he wasn't there. He didn't try to stop anything.

'How could he when he went out to look for Milo?' my body stiffened at the name and the tone of my wolf's voice.

He shouldn't have gone to find Milo then.

'Do you realize what you're saying? He went to search from Milo because of you, if It wasn't for you whining and complaining about Milo Austin would have never did it!'

"SHUT UP!!!" I roared falling out of the bed. I could hear my wolf sigh in anger. Austin rushed into the tent looking at me in concern as he tried to help me to my feet. His sudden touch scared me as I smacked his hand away scooting back away from him. I pressed my back up against the rod of the bed trembling and shaking in fear. Austin stared at me in concern, his face showing a hurt expression as I buried my face in my hands whimpering. "Leave me alone..."

"Chance I...-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I screamed hearing an extra pair of foot steps creep into the room. I looked up to see Silas trying to pull a frozen Austin out but failed as he pushed him back.

"Chance you know I won't hurt you-"

"Liar." I spat grabbing a handful of the cover from the bed.

"Chance-"

"Leave me alone please," the tears that fell from my eyes hurt as my face began to burn.

"I can never hurt the person I love Chance. Please don't do this..."

"Leave..."

"I don't get what a wolf has to do with-!"

"Milo's family only mates with white wolves," Silas informed causing Austin to turn around to glare. "I knew that from the beginning and he did chose you first but I didn't think this wold happen. Even if you were a different color Milo would have still fallen for you-"

"Rape isn't love," the words escaped my lips with so much hate and pain.

'I'm sorry.'

"If you're so sorry why didn't you help me? Yet you can stay in my mind yelling at me about countless crap!?"

"Chance," Silas began scared to even say a word to me, "Spirits can't touch the living. Well, wolf spirits at least. All they can do is-" Silas stopped leaning back, "Never mind..."

I stood in anger, my body started to ache as soon as my feet were firm on the ground. Austin's hands wrapped around my waist just as soon as my legs gave out. Immediately, my hands shoved him back making me tumble to the floor again. And then again like last time, the feeling returned. I turned over on my side clenching my hand into a fist trying to ignore the pain. Something heavy sat at the bottom of my stomach upsetting it as just before it released, Austin carried me outside so I could puke. It felt horrible. The dry roars that escaped me and the painful upchucks from my throat didn't make anything better. When finished my throat was dryer than ever, the itchy tingly feeling when I tried to swallow to make my throat moist failed. It burned, and only made it harder to speak(not like I wanted to anyways). I turned to Austin who's hands were there the whole time holding my balance. Instantly he noticed but didn't let go, "Sorry... I promise I won't ever touch you again after this..."