The Last White Wolf novel Chapter 28

"Why didn't you stop him?" my voice sounded horse due to the current condition of my throat.

"Chance, I couldn't... If I was there I definitely would have but-"

"You couldn't," I chuckled in anger pushing him from me, "You didn't even try."

"I didn't try?" He blurted, "How the hell can you even think of saying that to my face!?" His arm wrapped back around me when I stumbled back, "If I known this would have happened I would have token you with us but I didn't! I thought it was best for you to sty behind! Why!? Because if something like what happened before happened and you gt hurt I wouldn't know what the hell to do! Yet I still don't know what to do when you piratically have me as a dog slaving to make sure you're okay!!"

"No one told you to make sure I'm okay, just leave me be." I pushed back at his chest but failed to get away, his grip tighten around me not even budging one bit.

"I don't know who you think I've become but if you think I would just let you endure all this pain by yourself you're greatly mistaken." I glanced up into his icy blues eyes seeing them begging to not be pushed away anymore. My body wasn't trembling anymore and the sickening feeling wasn't coming back anytime soon. The fact of him actually trying to make this into his fault... just maybe I could...

*CHANCE'S POV BTW*

"You don't have to force you're self if you don't want-"

"But I want," turning inward a bit I placed my head on his chest, "you." The silence that spread made me realize what I said, quickly I pushed up to face him. "I-I-I meant I w-want you t-to carry me... I-...Sorry."

He smiled flashing a quick smile before it faded out into the sad expression he's been wearing lately, "I know what you meant." For the remainder of the walk everything was quiet except his shuffles in the snow and our constant breathing. Austin sat me down by the edge of the river removing the satchel that I hadn't notice he had with him. He started pulling out all different types of soap filled herbs and etc. 'They said either one you use is fine..."