The Last White Wolf novel Chapter 53

"A-ahh...!" I screamed feeling the warm thick like liquid eject from my erection, the substance landing under my cloth as my tail shoot straight out. Well, that's what I thought before I actually sat up to look. I pick up the top taking a peak at the mess, the white like release scatter over my upper thigh, it was even on my hand. I hadn't even noticed that my legs went numb, either way I just laid back down panting. I stretched my legs out laying as if I were lifeless on the bed, my body became weak making it hard to even try and move. Hell, I couldn't even roll over.

It was either a minute or so till my breath was regain and my heart beat was steady. I finally rolled over opening my eyes to see the figure standing in the tent way. Surprised I flinched weakly but calmed down when I noticed who it was, even my heart noticed, it’s beating so loud it sounded like it was near my ears. I wanted to say something but one, I don't think I had the right to talk now, and two, the look on his face worried me. "I uhh..." Austin began, his face glowing in a pale red color. The expression he wore was weird, the scrunch in face as he tried to think or process something.

The corner of my mouth twitch at the uneasy thought that flew in my head. My face burned causing me to curl up in embarrassment, "h-how long have y-you been there...?"

"I came to apologize... but..."

"You saw everything?" Austin nodded as I felt my heart sink in due to many emotions rushing through me. Embarrass yet scared of what he'll think of me now or the disgust ready to claim his face. "I-I didn't mean to... it just happened and...I-"

"I'm sorry." Scared yet surprised I glanced up at him, his eyes filled with an emotion that was hard to detect. He moved closer towards me startling me of course but giving me a bit of hope. Was he not disgusted with me?

"N-no you had every right to be angry with me-"

"No, I didn't. That was wrong of me, I can't blame you for something you didn't even want." My eyes followed his every movement as he grew closer to me.

"Its okay-"

"Shh," he hushed me pressing his lips to mine. Quickly I pushed forward trying to get a more deeper kiss but failed when he pulled away. "I'm really sorry."

Austin's hands tangled in my hair, the little force he used caused me to fall back. Without worry I laid back as Austin's hands pressed down in the bed on the side of me. Everything thought that climbed into my head was clearly obvious, I mean, my tail was dancing around everywhere. He climbed over me ignoring the mess I'd created and kissed me once more. the only difference this time was the way he kissed me, it was a slow breath taking kiss that made me lightheaded. His tongue didn't infiltrate my mouth quickly like usual, he just took his time.

By the time he pulled back, not only was I out of breath but so was he. I stared up at him confused with blush stricken on my face. "Um," he hesitated but quickly covered it up, "I really do love you."

"No, I only ripped his arm from his shoulder... I'm sure he fainted after the blood lose but I didn't kill him. The chief Nero and Levi are talking to him now."

I stared more confused than ever as he removed himself from over me. I sat up trying to find something to say. It was kind of rude how I expected Austin to kill Milo, to actually kill someone who once used to be called a friend. Even if he did that to me, to actually put that weight on Austin was selfish. "Sorry."

"For what? You didn't do anything wrong," he smiled pressing his lips down on mine.

Sighing, I broke the kiss scooting back. “There’s no way to get rid of this mate mark, is there?”

“Um,” I could tell he became uncomfortable answering me silently. Again I sighed, heavily this time. I wasn’t sad, just disappointed. Greedy enough to say, I would want Milo dead just so I could mate withAustinbut that isn’t right. Wishing for someone’s death or misfortune, I was clearly changing. In the past, I wouldn’t wish for anyone to die or get harmed, just my father but that’s a different reason. Simply just wanting to mate with the person I loved, was that to much to ask?